Hi guys, i just got back and bathe.. And listening to my loudspeaker radio through my wonderful handphone now... Haha! I'm going to sleep soon... Had a suay day today! My menses came in the middle of my IEF tutorial...

Went to Siew Teng's place fer our b law cum photo shoot project time..! It was fun though i had a small part in the whole play coz i was in charge of the camera.. There was only 3 of us in the group, St, me and that act pretty grace teoh! So unromantic.. Haha.. pssst, grace i know wat u r going to say..!

Then we took photos for our law article, must pose here pose there and re-anact the whole law article case.. And then, quite fun lahx.. Siew teng had to change to formal to act as the saleswoman and grace was kiao-ka-ing her leg on the stool to pretend she was the housewife who was reading the newspaper and wearing a lao hua specs the auntie way.. U know, wearing the specs down till the nose hook... Damn funnY!

And the worse time has to come, my menses pain start coming.. And it was terrible.. But luckily, our mother siew teng took care of me by making hot milo for me.. Thanks ar, st, if u ever see this which i dont think u will.. Haha.. Ate dinner at her place, watched tv, did my CMA tutorial together w grace.. And then went to CWP to develop the photos at Kodak.. And by the time all these ends, it was already ard 10pm..

Class is at 9-11 tml since there's no b law tutorial.. And then we will haf to go CWP to collect our photos... And then do our project on the damn scrap book.. With all the legal principles n stuff.. But b law still considered damn easy, IEF and HRM r gonna kill my group... Especially with that chavinuist guy around in my group..

I'm having headache and slight menses cramp...

And there's a damn fooking guy called samson who called me saying that he found my numb on a piece of paper at the tele booth.. Dun let find out whose the asshole behind this if not, i'm gonna stick a damn fooking long fork inside his ass and pull his shity intestines out of his smelly ass... And the sggirls.com shit, i'm gonna kill the fooking person who posted my pic there.. What is this world coming to???????

I want my ben...... so badly.........


Happy 18th birthday to our dearest manping!! I hope u did have a great day today..!! Btw, u sure r kancheong.. Tml reg for Basic driving theory huh? With ah shun huh? Keke.. Dun beat me oh!

I really should be sleeping nw... Since tml's class starting as early as 8am.. Crap! Was supposed to go off home at 3pm but end up 6pm reach home, stuck in atrium for my stupid project..

Thank gawd ben came over and cheered me up.. Had dinner with him at my house of course.. But he had to rush over to ubi to take his army things after slacking at my place for a while... Accompany him with Rosy(my dog) to the bus stop downstairs and a cab came by immediately..

Can't believe we're 2 yrs & 8 mths plus old.. We really should have been 10 years... Aww.. Lolx..

Wanted to learn driving btw.... but i guess i'm jus not rich enuff.... Think my dad's looking for truck driver job or something... There's this highlighter thing i'm always seeing on the newspaper.. On the classified section...

Realli sad about it... I think he jus wan to earn extra income beside his self employed job now bahx.. =]


I can blade~! Woohoo, but i'm tired to death now..

I mean, i seriously can blade...!! Can blade as fast as ah ben!! I'm so happy..! I'm a happy gurl now...

But i fell down like, 10 times... Coz skate too fast a couple of times, too anxious.. And tip over toe the other couple of times... It's just sooo fun! I'm beginning to love roller blading!!

It's ben and mine new dating activity!

But i'm so sad now coz weekend is over.. And it totally sucks.. Coz time with ben is jus so so so short.. And it passes so fast when u're enjoying the weekend... Darn! which means monday is coming again... Get over the hell with it!! I wanna get through this week asap... I have got like, tons of projects due.. And tml we're still meeting for projs.. Hella shiet..

Bed time...


Good da morning! It's 1009 am here, in this small little island, with a little dark clouds hovering over the sky.. Did i ever mention that i loved rainy days? I bet i did, a zillion of times...






Going to do my law project's court case summary.. The submission of that project is this friday and ta-da, we're just getting started, amazing arent we? But i think perhaps alot of groups r just starting also since we have no time the past 2 weeks.. Yesterday went to NP library newly opened project room to discuss fer our damn project, and i ask Siew Teng to go out of the room and then i shouted " NI TING DE DAO WO MAHHHHHHHH?" and then she came in laughing coz she said it was really loud.. Lousy room..

Supposedly to go roller blading today, er, for this reason, i hope it dun rains today, perhaps can save the rain for tonight?

Yesterday walked until my legs almost broke.. Met Ben at suntec at 330 and kinda weird without his dear car now coz both of us took bus from whereever we were.. But i'm beginnning to like this feeling coz it feels like, so oriental, like when we 1st met.. Wahaha.. Anyway, we watched the movie "13 going on to 30".. Supposed to watch the 715 show but then left the 1st row and then we hung around first, deciding whether to go PS or remain in Suntec for the 915 show.. And in the end, stayed in Suntec..

And we were sitting the 4th row from the front, but luckily the screen wasnt too near us, if not my neck sure broke...

Anyway, the movie was damn damn damn good..! Ur should watch it sometime too! It's a sweet, touching, romantic, kinda inspiring movie.. It has everything u r looking for!!! Go now!!! Hurry!!

Was kinda feeling unlucky yesterday... I walked into the male changing room in TOPSHOP and the salesperson redirected me and then ben was laughing.. I almost walked into the staff area of the digital cam fair at suntec and then it was so embarrassing.. When i came out of the toilet, saw ard 6 people standing in front, and they were quarrelling and i kinda joined them too.. Not in speech but just the presence.. Coz i couldnt get through, might as well just stand beside them and listen.. Then after they stopped then i got through and then i told ah ben that people was quarrelling and he said i also wan to go to toilet.. Haha.. And he really did..

Then it turned out that the Carrefour staff was accussing a family of stealing.. And the man was like so angry and then he called the police i think.. I think they didnt steal lah.. Coz the they have a ah ma, daughter in law or whatever and children with them.. Looks like a decent fam, could be the Carrefour mistake...

Haix, I wonder if ben has woken up..........


I'm backk without any stress, well perhaps a little over my upcoming project submission.. I'm a worry freak aint i? Btw, did you get scared by my previous blog? Lolx.. The one with all the shiet coming out, that was a bad phase uh..

Meet Pekhar at Jurong point for ta-da KFC.. Wanted to eat Seoul Garden coz she kept on telling me that the student price is $8.99 but then, when we went up to look for the limited time per day.. Too bad uh, it was between i think, 1130 to 430.. And when we looked at the time, it was exactly 8 mins earlier.. And so we left with uh huh, disappointment.. Then, i suddenly remembered the fact that there are still KFC coupons in my pencil case and my pouch aka wallet.. So ta-da, savior of the day is the KFC coupon! And i was practically grabbing the food and gobbling down the food coz i havent had anything since the minute i woke up, too busy revising for my HRM test that i actually forgot to cook for myself, and when i did, it was too late.. Already 12pm and i had to get to school by 1pm.. So drank a Yakult to re-energize myself!

I'm soo tired now, i realised i have black eye rings.. Is it due to the late nights that i have spent mugging on my err, notes? Pratically for 1 week and also considering the fact there's a study break so that makes 2 weeks of mugging.. 2 weeks of lifeless me, 2 weeks of boredness, 2 weeks of torture, 2 weeks of shit..

But, it's all over! =]

I can't imagine what will i to become when the final year exam comes, i will really become a piece of dead meat shit.. I think my bones will just crush without any warning and i will reduced to ashes, remember to offer me joss sticks when that happens ok? *touch wood*

Gotta meet Grace and Siew Teng for our law project at 10am at ngee ann.. Still thinking whether tests are worse or projects? Conclusion : Both are..

I'm a happy gurl btw, I bought 2 tops from Jennifer! And it costs me $35.8.. And when i took out the money to the cashier, it's really pathetic.. 3 $10 notes, 1 $2 and many many coins to make up the sum of $35.8.. It's like, i fork out my entire wealth to buy those 2 tops.. It's just so embarrasing to pay with so many coinsss... Especially those 10 cents or 20 cents... Gotta return Pekhar $1.10.. Must remb tt.. I'm like, whenever i borrow money from people, i will definetely remb it and i will definately return them whatever amount i owe them, be it 10 cents or $10, it's all the same..

And did i mention, that i still remb the senior bitch who borrowed 20cents from me when I was in Primary 2 and however i hound her, she just will not return me the 20 cents.. That was like, 10 years ago.. I can still remb her face very clearly, even when she's being reduced to ashes.. Coz know why? She's in ngee ann.. And everytime i saw her, feel like boxing her and grabbing 20 cents from her.. Nono, plus 10 years of interest probably reach some value like, $200? Wahaha..

Sometimes i am thinking, people who are born with a silver spoon are probably those who are luckier indeed, perhaps they are rich, they get to own everything they want, from cash to luxury cars.. But poor people like us probably have to think twice about everything we want to buy and hesitate for a long time before actually buying it.. But, maybe they dun get happiness that way.. And although we are poor or middle income family, we are happy.. Because life is simpler.. Rich people are rich but god takes something away from them, but people like us may be poor but at least we are happy and we get to taste the real taste of life.. And thats what it matters, because you can't take ur wealth away with you when you pass away..

Aiya, blog another day.. I'm soooo tired right now..... Sweetest dreams my friends!

P/s : Thanks pekhar for using infrared to transfer ur ringtones to my phone.. Woohoo! Great armpit!


I will be free at 3pm today, yes today! 27th august 2004.. It's a beautiful friday.. Sha la la la la~


F***ing son of the bitch, whatever the hell was he doing? Preying at other people's blog? Because in real life, he is being despied on and being bullied? And then here, he feels great because he has control over what he writes and no one knows who he is? I'm shocked that there's still such kind of f***ing breed of sore sore loser living in this damn world..

I'm really very pissed off and dun he ever f***ing bug me because i will be prepared to put on my bitchy fooking armour and curse him till he lies in his ass grave.. And i'll make sure the devil will be lying next to him with his shiety "forks" pierced right through that -son of a bitch-'s heart.. Let his blood flow and feed the ants..

I really hate this kind of people.. I still remb the last time when i was so pissed off, that was when some asshole "dilligently" left some very "intelligent" remarks on Huimin's blog.. I meant the opposite to whatever was in the " " Your know what i mean, no further elaboration needed uh..

Anyway, just studied finish my business law.. Test's at 130 tml.. And my CMA ( Cost and managerial accounting ) totally sucks becuase the whole damn lecture group which consists of ahem, around 200 people, all dont know how to do.. And all of us were complaining about the bitchy and assy lecturers who set that damn paper.. Re-test i hope i dont meet you, but i really have a strong feeling i'm going to see you soon.. *touch wood*

Ben came my house just now and we had dinner.. Kind of guilty coz i seems to neglect him coz i was holding my notes all the time, with my eyes glued to it.. I dont like this, i really dont.. I hope this ends faster.. After the damn testssss end on friday, i think got to rush for project.. Due in a week or so.. And we haven started.. I guess alot of groups haven, thanks to the idiot MOE's cut in the semester shiet.. And everything's so cramped now..

I'm beginning to miss the yummy steak in Jack's place.. Have been thinking of it for the past few days.. And Pekhar, still remember how i kept slurping when i tok to you on the phone? Haha.. We should really go and taste the yummy steak and creamy mushroom soup someday uh.. It's really nice..

I should go now and sleep.. Gd night and sweet dreams to my dear friends.. And bad night and nightmares to that bastard, useless fool, crappy shiet and son of a *beep* Muahaha..

Oh, the reason why i came online was erm to check my past 4D results for july.. Er, didnt manage a strike.. ^-^

*Please do not be offended by my crude language, my apologies to those who r reading this right now, millions apologies, just trying to express how i felt in this moment of time..*


I have a new favorite song ASH- starcrossed! It's damn rocking hella good!

Hope i can win the tickets to the preview of "Cinderella" in which the lead actress is Hillary duff.. And there's this new song done up by her and her sister( hayley duff ) Our lips are sealed.. Also quite nice..

Btw, Pekhar, ni pian wo! Ask me to listen to Perfect 10 for the top 20 in search of that unknown yet another of my fav + fav song.. I still donno the name of tt song up till now.. Hmm... Only know the chorus goes like ... " I~~~~" Pretty neat huh? Giving your only "I~~" & i expect some saviour to tell me who the singer and the name of the song is..

Anyway, i feel like i have asthma or something.. Studied until I'm breathless.. Like grasping for air.. Xiaohan, did u throw me off the ship?? No wonder! I cannot breathe inside the water.. What da hell am i toking! Oops, that was meant to be a joke, pls laugh. Thank you. :P

But anyway there's a new movie coming up.. -Clear water- if i am not wrong.. Its based on a true event and its about sharks.. Trying to chase someone for its dinner... I mean, i'm not really good at u know, stating the synopsis of the damn movie.. Try Yahoo! Movies instead.. Heh heh!

I'm staying up pretty late nowadays.. And i dont know why.. I should be feeling tired.. But in reverse, i'm feeling quite energetic.. Not the least tired.. There's no sign of tiredness at all! And i am trying to make myself feel tired.. But anyhow, i feel like boxing myself.. I study for 5 mins walk around for 10 mins.. Very qian bian right? No wonder my speed is slow, now still cannot finish...

In one particular day, i studied for 5 mins, and spent the next 55 mins watching tv.. Amazing huh? That was in 1 hour.. But now, i am trying very hard not to let my attention get diversifed.

Err, suddenly remebered i can actually take the driving test but.. but... Aiya, wait a few weeks or days later bahz, really no time to even touch the driving theory book.. Oh, and for those who tried asking me out these week.. Sorry to guys.. Coz i really can't go out.. Sorry.. =]

Hmmz, i should try counting sheeps now.. Dont feel like studying animore..

*1 sheep.. 2 sheep... 3 sheep.... 4 sheep..................*




Psst psst! I changed my blog song to Keane - Everybody's Changing.. Really cool song..

Anyway the blogger navigation bar above is really irritating..!!!

Strange enough, i'm still not feeling tired.. Trying to read up on my ASEAN+3 but the font's so small and it's making my eyes tired minute by minute.. What should i do? Rub some chilli..??? Does it helps..? Stupid i know!

Really feel like closing my damn explorer and the radio and get onto my cosy bed, but i can't! I must try to stay up and try to complete whatever i should do..

I'm really a hopeless case...

YAWNZ..!!! yawnz..!! Yawnz!!! Yawwwnzzz....


It's 3.31 am and wonderin what Cindy See the earlybird who sleeps ever early is doing here?? Just studied -AGAIN- and now i am here to find some research on ASEAN+3 and free trade agreements and other agreements for my Economics test later this coming week.. And damn it, i feel like cursing again! Oops.. I must control myself.. I am a woman with many virtues right? I must curb my anger on those $#$#@^^ books..

I'm beginning to suspect whether i have mental illness.. As you all know, this is the month of the hungry ghosts festivals.. In case there's some foreign friends reading my blog, okie, hungry ghosts festivals is a month whereby the Chinese believe the ghosts from the other world come to roam the world for a month before they are taken back.. Ok, back to the topic, I'm kind of like u know, become over-suspicious of things and prescense felt around me.. I dont even dare to take the lift, had to ask my mum to come down and fetch me.. That was stupid..!

I'm beginnning to get goosebumps.. And i m beginning to feel something... Yucks...

Anyway using my mum's hp radio loudspeaker to listen to Perfect 10 right now..

Ben came to fetch me in a ta da~ Mercs cab.. And the total bill totaled up to ta-da~ ard $18 by the time we reach his place and poor thing, he was having a terrible flu and sore throat.. But as i said, i have many virtues and guess what? I cooked for him! Due to his many a times request..! Lolx.. No lah, just joking.. Funny mah? But indeed i did cook for him, but it was only maggie mee.. Ta-da! Thats the only thing i can cook besides campbell soup and erm, lemme think.. Hotdogs? Lolx..

And went home in a cab -AGAIN- thanks to generous Ben's sponsorship..! Thank you ah! Yeah, I have won a scholarship to take a cab just now.. "so happy!" Hiakz, i guess i am just crazy from all tt studying.. *sings - books drive me crazy...........*

Woohoo, it's almost 4am now.. My new record..!

Anyway, who's SUPER DUPER ON for our outing this sat evening? Confirm?

Btw, Pekhar, I love North's song too! Glory of love's simply too addicting! But so un-romantic to share the same song which we both loved.. Haha, jus kidding.. Btw, why am i not invited to Zouk? U going mehz? U know how to dance mehz? Or u dancing those robotic dance movements? *cha cha cha*

*heavy sigh* before continuing on my $%$%*@ research.. =P


Greetings.. My dear friends... It's a tuesday and i bet most of you is in school right now, at this moment, thinking of me right? OOPS!!!

But anyway, just came online to receive files from Siew Teng to send to my law lecturer.. Die, project haven start yet and everything seems so rushed.. I'm beginning to hate poly more and more.. But speaking of it, i have been enemies with the polytechnic ever since i stepped my foot into that school...

Midway ont Chpt 3 of my CMA and really can't seem to focus anymore.. My attention span is slowly sliding away.. And i really dont like this at all.. I must constantly keep encouraging myself.. But strange enough, the more i study, the more the heavy feeling in my heart is gone.. And u know what i am encouraging myself with?The SCV program telecast at 1pm later... I'm such a TV freak man!

Aww, the heavy feeling is sinking in again yet again... I'm gonna get pressed by this until i can't breathe.. I have got to quickly submit the article to the lecturer and then continue mugging...

Cheerios my dear dear 8 dwarfs!

P/s : Anyone wanna watch "Aliens vs Predators" this coming sat? Manping is organizin.. Will be calling the 8 dwarfs and shiling & Peifeng and Jiewei sinmin they all... Pls contact Manping if ur wanna go..


Hey guys! I'm back from my outing with my honey! Haha... It's 1147 pm.. And this is sure testing my typing speed manz.. Wondering if i could rush thrg this update and publish it b4 12pm.. I sure hope so man..

Anyway ben came to fetch me using his erm, boss's car.. And then we went to bras brasah plaza( is that how i spell it?) for a romantic candlelight dinner at Jack's Place.. I think i ordered some steak and he also ordered steak.. And the steak was really damn nice, of course, the potatoes as well.. Yummy! The bill totalled up to 60 plus.. Coz we ordered dessert like banana split and he ordered some chocolate thing..

And he gave me a webcam by the company CREATIVE and an anklet from Lee hwa jewellery.. Nice nice.. Now my mum is fighting with me over the anklet coz she said she also wanna wear it.. Irritating sia.. Like small kid fighting with me like tt.. Hahaha...

Then after tt, we went to mount faber to spend some really romantic alone time together.. Woohoo! Cool manz and the scenery was quite nice too.. Actually intending to ride on the car but decided against it, since it was already quite late and the last ride was at 9pm.. But quite exp manz.. Adult tix = $12.5

Anyway, thanks to all of you birthday wishes... =]

To al my poly mates, sec sch mates, band mates, pri sch mates and outside frens, ben's mum, ben honey! Thanks alot.. :~)

And btw, my mum gave me a angbao of $50 and my bro also, gave me angbao $50.. Rich siaz.. Unlike me...

But anyway i really feel like slping.. dun feel like studying anymore... Haiz... Maybe study tmlz? Oh no oh no!! I must really get to work tmlz...

Anyway HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!! hooray!!!


It's 13th August today.. Sounds so freaky..

Din realised that the last time i updated my blog was on tuesday.. So unbelivable..! In a twink of time, 3 days had passed.. Well these 3 days had been really busy so didnt really managed to update much..

My life is always revolving around the same old things.. Wake up in the morning, brush my teeth and wash up, go to sch, go home & do tutorials, sleep and then the whole thing repeats and repeats again.. There's basically NO LIFE in me.. But luckily for the fact that i know that i will be meetin ben later in the day, it really motivates me.. If not, i will be feeling damn low in spirits.. I guess i am too dependent on him.. I must learn how to adjust myself, if not, once he leave for his studies, i will be real dead meat..

Just finish sorting my test dates and test coverage on my personalised notebook! Feel slightly relieved.. Being neat always helps my mood to be better.. At least a little.. This coming week will be my study break but i guess a study break is nothing.. I have so many projs and it's all due after my test week, anyone can tell me how to finish all of it? Study break = everyone wants to get some mugging and test week = everyone's rushing home to study for the next test.. And i have 5 papers on every day.. I really cannot stand this course.. Why is it like this??!!?? Dont they know that its stressful, piling up the tests like this? Especially when our holidays are cut and our semester are shorter, therefore causing our tests and study schedule to be very tight..
MOE change somemore lahx, i take parang go and hack em ahz...

Haiz.. Just nw when i finish my class, Ben called me and we went for dinner... Better than nothing.. But he seems so stressed nowadays.. Poor guy...

I feel as if everything's so packed for me.. Like sardines!! And i have got to do my research now.. DAMN IT!

Tomolo's going town to have dinner with Jean and Yvoone and then shopped around.. Treat it as a relaxing shopping date before our stupid study break.. And Sunday, i have to meet my group for Human Resource Management project.. And that's another damn it project.. And mon, *smirk smirk* A big bIg biG Big BIg BIGGG Day for me at least.. Monday morning meeting Siew Teng and Jean go Teck Whye cut our hair and then afternoon aka evening have to meet Ben for dinner..

I can't help but think.. My last birthday he will be spending with me in SG perhaps.. b4 he leaves for his studies... I must cherish it... I sound so pessimistic.. Ok! I must be optimistic....

Stress is building up.. I am a stressed gurl... :(


Just swing by to do a quick update..!

I find that my time's simply not enough.. I wish that there were more hours in a day so that i can do more things.. As the day approaches to an end, i'm kinda glad becoz i know i did finish the things that i was supposed to do for that day..

And *grinz* Right after i reach home, i switch on my laptop & aircon in my study room and get to work on my business law tutorial straight away.. There's no time to waste! Every min is very crucial..!

Oh ya, next week's my study break.. An important day is coming real soon lehx.. Anyone can guess? I gif ur... $50... Lolx...

And i search my law project article until my hands were completely smudged with black ink from turning the newspaper.. Thats e reason i dont like to read newspapers.. Must wear gloves the next time i read newspapers.. :P

Here are some pictures of the fireworks at esplanade.. That day me and ben went to watch, act romantic abit.. No lahx.. Thats what my friend Grace said.. Act lomantic.. Haha! She also act romantic.. Mei xiang dao she's in one of the car which is cramming up the 3 lanes.. Just to watch the fireworks.. Same same as me!

Pictures time.. I realised i haven post pictures up for quite a while... SAY CHEEZEEE!!









Sorry i know the pics r a bit blur.. But it was taken with 7250i.. So kind of lousy...

Going to study spanish now... Test on thursday... ADIOS!


Damn it! The stuffs me and siew teng did were almost completely eliminated.. What the ?? Siew teng and i did the synopsis stuff and he didnt even ask us if he could change it, and BANG! He change the whole damn thing... FREAK man! 'He' is referring to a guy in my grp... A *beep* *beep guy..

I'm really pissed off from yesterday night till now...

No manners.. No wonder the whole class is so irritated with him...

So damn pissed!

I woke up with such a heavy feeling in my stomach.. Is it me or is it just plain worries or piss-si-ness? Duh... DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!!!!

Nvm, i'll endure... I'll endure...

PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sorry for not updating for so long! Heheez..! I'm at ben'se place now.. Just came back from Bugis.. These few days have been searching high and low for a folder that he really wanted.. So we went to alot of places to look for it.. In the end, he found e one he really wanted at Bugis, cost $58 but luckily there's a 10% off since the shop's a newly opened one.. ^_^

Rushed back home to watch th last episode of Xi lin men! Hehee! Actually wanted to go watch fireworks at esplanade but in the end, we didnt went since we didnt want to miss the last episode of that.. Hehe.. TV freaks right? Lolx..

Oh ya btw, people ar, dun ever dun ever go and watch the movie THE VILLAGE.. It sucks lor i tell you.. We went to watch that on friday midnight after he finishes his bowling and i can tell you, i almost fell asleep and Ben well, of course fall asleep lor.. Paid a ticket worth of money to sleep in there wor..! Heheez..

Yesterday was Sat & i woke up quite earli to meet Siew Teng for our project submission..on Tuesday.. International economics and finance.. Wth! Haiyo! Luckily managed to finish the synopsis in a few hours time.. Hehehez.. Then went to meet ben at amk central and then we bought bread at one of the shop there.. And we sat at those brick platform.. And Xiaohan remember that time? We ate bread and drank mineral water after we spent all our money to buy the wallet.. And we were so ke lian, like bankrupt people sitting there and eat.. Lolx..

Anyway, so sianz.. I'm so thirsty now..

Tomolo's national day! And i'm meeting grp for project.. How "interesting"...


Sorry for not updating for so long! Heheez..! I'm at ben'se place now.. Just came back from Bugis.. These few days have been searching high and low for a folder that he really wanted.. So we went to alot of places to look for it.. In the end, he found e one he really wanted at Bugis, cost $58 but luckily there's a 10% off since the shop's a newly opened one.. ^_^

Rushed back home to watch th last episode of Xi lin men! Hehee! Actually wanted to go watch fireworks at esplanade but in the end, we didnt went since we didnt want to miss the last episode of that.. Hehe.. TV freaks right? Lolx..

Oh ya btw, people ar, dun ever dun ever go and watch the movie THE VILLAGE.. It sucks lor i tell you.. We went to watch that on friday midnight after he finishes his bowling and i can tell you, i almost fell asleep and Ben well, of course fall asleep lor.. Paid a ticket worth of money to sleep in there wor..! Heheez..

Yesterday was Sat & i woke up quite earli to meet Siew Teng for our project submission..on Tuesday.. International economics and finance.. Wth! Haiyo! Luckily managed to finish the synopsis in a few hours time.. Hehehez.. Then went to meet ben at amk central and then we bought bread at one of the shop there.. And we sat at those brick platform.. And Xiaohan remember that time? We ate bread and drank mineral water after we spent all our money to buy the wallet.. And we were so ke lian, like bankrupt people sitting there and eat.. Lolx..

Anyway, so sianz.. I'm so thirsty now..

Tomolo's national day! And i'm meeting grp for project.. How "interesting"...


Hello! My bones r cracking n cracking.. Siew Teng just left my house.. She came over to do our IEF projects and now, on her way back to sch again for her jap class.. Poor gurl...

Finished my class at 12pm today and the presentation went at least okie.. But a couple of my slides were mis-placed like tt.. Nvm lahz, everything's over! =] I have a spanish test next week and this time, have to learn everything.. Hmm.. Jiewei, She said learn everything is it? Just to double confirm..

Have to submit my IEF's synopsis next week, if not 5 points will be deducted.. Haiz! But at least got something done just now.. Phew! Part of the load gone.. And will be staying back in sch tomolo until 7plus i guess.. Need to finish up the synopsis.. Tomolo's class ending at 5pm and still have to stay back.. :P

My period's heavy! Argh..!

Ben's at outfield now i think.. I remembered him saying that he needs to swim at a river or whatever.. And still got night training.. Boo! >_<"" Poor guy! Hopefully can meet him this weekend.. I'm real scared there's going to be some project stuff going..

Btw, there's a funfair at ngee ann! The field behind the NP bustop.. Any bus passing by NP can see the funfair.. Realli is funfair lor.. with all the rides and stuffs.. But the rides r kind of kiddo lah.. But too bad i never bought any tickets.. No time to go to funfair manz..

I want to change my blog layout but i have no time! Grr..! Next time perhaps..!

Got to go eat my chinese food takeaway my mum bought and after that, do my FMGT tutorial..

Bye guys..!


pSSStt! I'm realli fed up with blogger just now.. Made countless attempts to log in but failed.. But anyway just here to complain n complain.. Haha...

Today CMA supposed to end at 11am but then i stayed back to do 2 different projects with different people until 5pm.. Can u imagine how tired i am... Sitting on the floor of the library to 5pm.. My whole butt was numb ok! Very serious..! And i think haddad is in my CMA class.. I also not sure how he end up here..

My common tests r coming soon and haiz.. It's really stresssful.. And i think my study break approaching.. It's so damn fast lor... Just reopened sch and common tests r coming.. Am i dreaming or what?

Have etiquette presentation tmlz... And i have no foundation n blusher.. GREAT! Remember? I lost my pencil case and my cosmetics were inside? Diaox... I can't believe i am so suay lor... Anyway Grace told me that Jiaqi died in "XI LING MEN" and i was like wah biang, did u read that whatever magazine well anot? How can he die?

*#(()*(()*!@@#!!!!*

Gosh, i'm getting older n older... day by day... *HINT HINT* A very IMPORTANT day is COMING!



Pissed!

I typed quite a long entry and it went off.. I mean i published it but the server didnt catch it or something...

DUMB! IDIOT!

Lolx... Bed time guys....

Update maybe tmlz in sch or whatever... Just wanted to say its my turn to bring laptop tmlz and it's so damn idiotic.. coz it's heavy... whatever..

Pekhar, confirm with me the NDP thing lehz...


Aloha! I spent my whole morning doing my CMA and i'm rushing my HRM tutorial out for tmlz. Supposedly to finish class at 12pm tmlz, but next week law's lecture is being pushed forward to tmlz since it falls on a national day.. Nvm, if it ends early, i'll still be stucked in school doing my project.. No difference anyway..

Nice weather outside while i'm in the comfort of my own home.. Dark clouds forming and gentle roars of thunders.. I really really love such weather! But definately not when i'm out and wearing jeans.. But if i'm wearing skirts, i will still love such weathers! Lolx..

Ben's having his duty in camp.. Poor thing.. It's a sunday and he still have to serve his duty.. Not due to punishment or what, but probably because of routine? I'm not sure about how this whole army thing works.. But i know he's upset over something recently.. Hope it will be settled asap.. There's this saying which goes, don't worry about tomolo because there's already enough worries cramming for today... Something like tt but i forgot the exact words..

Even in my sleep just now, i was worrying and worrying about my un-done tutorials and my endless projects.. And this caused me to woke up slightly earlier at ard 8something.. I also remembered i dreamt about crocodiles.. Humans being eaten by crocodiles... Quite disgusting.. Coz their bones were all crushed and bent... Yucks.. I shan't tok about it..

I know i seem as if i'm really having this tutorial illness... Whenever i blogged, everything's related to tutorials.. I seriously don't want this to be like tt.. It's soooo boring.... I will try to tok about something else other than tutorials the next time round... Lolx...

I'm off to do my -you-know-what-

P/s : My phone recovered from it's water sickness..!

Hi guys, i just got back and bathe.. And listening to my loudspeaker radio through my wonderful handphone now... Haha! I'm going to sleep soon... Had a suay day today! My menses came in the middle of my IEF tutorial...

Went to Siew Teng's place fer our b law cum photo shoot project time..! It was fun though i had a small part in the whole play coz i was in charge of the camera.. There was only 3 of us in the group, St, me and that act pretty grace teoh! So unromantic.. Haha.. pssst, grace i know wat u r going to say..!

Then we took photos for our law article, must pose here pose there and re-anact the whole law article case.. And then, quite fun lahx.. Siew teng had to change to formal to act as the saleswoman and grace was kiao-ka-ing her leg on the stool to pretend she was the housewife who was reading the newspaper and wearing a lao hua specs the auntie way.. U know, wearing the specs down till the nose hook... Damn funnY!

And the worse time has to come, my menses pain start coming.. And it was terrible.. But luckily, our mother siew teng took care of me by making hot milo for me.. Thanks ar, st, if u ever see this which i dont think u will.. Haha.. Ate dinner at her place, watched tv, did my CMA tutorial together w grace.. And then went to CWP to develop the photos at Kodak.. And by the time all these ends, it was already ard 10pm..

Class is at 9-11 tml since there's no b law tutorial.. And then we will haf to go CWP to collect our photos... And then do our project on the damn scrap book.. With all the legal principles n stuff.. But b law still considered damn easy, IEF and HRM r gonna kill my group... Especially with that chavinuist guy around in my group..

I'm having headache and slight menses cramp...

And there's a damn fooking guy called samson who called me saying that he found my numb on a piece of paper at the tele booth.. Dun let find out whose the asshole behind this if not, i'm gonna stick a damn fooking long fork inside his ass and pull his shity intestines out of his smelly ass... And the sggirls.com shit, i'm gonna kill the fooking person who posted my pic there.. What is this world coming to???????

I want my ben...... so badly.........


Happy 18th birthday to our dearest manping!! I hope u did have a great day today..!! Btw, u sure r kancheong.. Tml reg for Basic driving theory huh? With ah shun huh? Keke.. Dun beat me oh!

I really should be sleeping nw... Since tml's class starting as early as 8am.. Crap! Was supposed to go off home at 3pm but end up 6pm reach home, stuck in atrium for my stupid project..

Thank gawd ben came over and cheered me up.. Had dinner with him at my house of course.. But he had to rush over to ubi to take his army things after slacking at my place for a while... Accompany him with Rosy(my dog) to the bus stop downstairs and a cab came by immediately..

Can't believe we're 2 yrs & 8 mths plus old.. We really should have been 10 years... Aww.. Lolx..

Wanted to learn driving btw.... but i guess i'm jus not rich enuff.... Think my dad's looking for truck driver job or something... There's this highlighter thing i'm always seeing on the newspaper.. On the classified section...

Realli sad about it... I think he jus wan to earn extra income beside his self employed job now bahx.. =]


I can blade~! Woohoo, but i'm tired to death now..

I mean, i seriously can blade...!! Can blade as fast as ah ben!! I'm so happy..! I'm a happy gurl now...

But i fell down like, 10 times... Coz skate too fast a couple of times, too anxious.. And tip over toe the other couple of times... It's just sooo fun! I'm beginning to love roller blading!!

It's ben and mine new dating activity!

But i'm so sad now coz weekend is over.. And it totally sucks.. Coz time with ben is jus so so so short.. And it passes so fast when u're enjoying the weekend... Darn! which means monday is coming again... Get over the hell with it!! I wanna get through this week asap... I have got like, tons of projects due.. And tml we're still meeting for projs.. Hella shiet..

Bed time...


Good da morning! It's 1009 am here, in this small little island, with a little dark clouds hovering over the sky.. Did i ever mention that i loved rainy days? I bet i did, a zillion of times...






Going to do my law project's court case summary.. The submission of that project is this friday and ta-da, we're just getting started, amazing arent we? But i think perhaps alot of groups r just starting also since we have no time the past 2 weeks.. Yesterday went to NP library newly opened project room to discuss fer our damn project, and i ask Siew Teng to go out of the room and then i shouted " NI TING DE DAO WO MAHHHHHHHH?" and then she came in laughing coz she said it was really loud.. Lousy room..

Supposedly to go roller blading today, er, for this reason, i hope it dun rains today, perhaps can save the rain for tonight?

Yesterday walked until my legs almost broke.. Met Ben at suntec at 330 and kinda weird without his dear car now coz both of us took bus from whereever we were.. But i'm beginnning to like this feeling coz it feels like, so oriental, like when we 1st met.. Wahaha.. Anyway, we watched the movie "13 going on to 30".. Supposed to watch the 715 show but then left the 1st row and then we hung around first, deciding whether to go PS or remain in Suntec for the 915 show.. And in the end, stayed in Suntec..

And we were sitting the 4th row from the front, but luckily the screen wasnt too near us, if not my neck sure broke...

Anyway, the movie was damn damn damn good..! Ur should watch it sometime too! It's a sweet, touching, romantic, kinda inspiring movie.. It has everything u r looking for!!! Go now!!! Hurry!!

Was kinda feeling unlucky yesterday... I walked into the male changing room in TOPSHOP and the salesperson redirected me and then ben was laughing.. I almost walked into the staff area of the digital cam fair at suntec and then it was so embarrassing.. When i came out of the toilet, saw ard 6 people standing in front, and they were quarrelling and i kinda joined them too.. Not in speech but just the presence.. Coz i couldnt get through, might as well just stand beside them and listen.. Then after they stopped then i got through and then i told ah ben that people was quarrelling and he said i also wan to go to toilet.. Haha.. And he really did..

Then it turned out that the Carrefour staff was accussing a family of stealing.. And the man was like so angry and then he called the police i think.. I think they didnt steal lah.. Coz the they have a ah ma, daughter in law or whatever and children with them.. Looks like a decent fam, could be the Carrefour mistake...

Haix, I wonder if ben has woken up..........


I'm backk without any stress, well perhaps a little over my upcoming project submission.. I'm a worry freak aint i? Btw, did you get scared by my previous blog? Lolx.. The one with all the shiet coming out, that was a bad phase uh..

Meet Pekhar at Jurong point for ta-da KFC.. Wanted to eat Seoul Garden coz she kept on telling me that the student price is $8.99 but then, when we went up to look for the limited time per day.. Too bad uh, it was between i think, 1130 to 430.. And when we looked at the time, it was exactly 8 mins earlier.. And so we left with uh huh, disappointment.. Then, i suddenly remembered the fact that there are still KFC coupons in my pencil case and my pouch aka wallet.. So ta-da, savior of the day is the KFC coupon! And i was practically grabbing the food and gobbling down the food coz i havent had anything since the minute i woke up, too busy revising for my HRM test that i actually forgot to cook for myself, and when i did, it was too late.. Already 12pm and i had to get to school by 1pm.. So drank a Yakult to re-energize myself!

I'm soo tired now, i realised i have black eye rings.. Is it due to the late nights that i have spent mugging on my err, notes? Pratically for 1 week and also considering the fact there's a study break so that makes 2 weeks of mugging.. 2 weeks of lifeless me, 2 weeks of boredness, 2 weeks of torture, 2 weeks of shit..

But, it's all over! =]

I can't imagine what will i to become when the final year exam comes, i will really become a piece of dead meat shit.. I think my bones will just crush without any warning and i will reduced to ashes, remember to offer me joss sticks when that happens ok? *touch wood*

Gotta meet Grace and Siew Teng for our law project at 10am at ngee ann.. Still thinking whether tests are worse or projects? Conclusion : Both are..

I'm a happy gurl btw, I bought 2 tops from Jennifer! And it costs me $35.8.. And when i took out the money to the cashier, it's really pathetic.. 3 $10 notes, 1 $2 and many many coins to make up the sum of $35.8.. It's like, i fork out my entire wealth to buy those 2 tops.. It's just so embarrasing to pay with so many coinsss... Especially those 10 cents or 20 cents... Gotta return Pekhar $1.10.. Must remb tt.. I'm like, whenever i borrow money from people, i will definetely remb it and i will definately return them whatever amount i owe them, be it 10 cents or $10, it's all the same..

And did i mention, that i still remb the senior bitch who borrowed 20cents from me when I was in Primary 2 and however i hound her, she just will not return me the 20 cents.. That was like, 10 years ago.. I can still remb her face very clearly, even when she's being reduced to ashes.. Coz know why? She's in ngee ann.. And everytime i saw her, feel like boxing her and grabbing 20 cents from her.. Nono, plus 10 years of interest probably reach some value like, $200? Wahaha..

Sometimes i am thinking, people who are born with a silver spoon are probably those who are luckier indeed, perhaps they are rich, they get to own everything they want, from cash to luxury cars.. But poor people like us probably have to think twice about everything we want to buy and hesitate for a long time before actually buying it.. But, maybe they dun get happiness that way.. And although we are poor or middle income family, we are happy.. Because life is simpler.. Rich people are rich but god takes something away from them, but people like us may be poor but at least we are happy and we get to taste the real taste of life.. And thats what it matters, because you can't take ur wealth away with you when you pass away..

Aiya, blog another day.. I'm soooo tired right now..... Sweetest dreams my friends!

P/s : Thanks pekhar for using infrared to transfer ur ringtones to my phone.. Woohoo! Great armpit!


I will be free at 3pm today, yes today! 27th august 2004.. It's a beautiful friday.. Sha la la la la~


F***ing son of the bitch, whatever the hell was he doing? Preying at other people's blog? Because in real life, he is being despied on and being bullied? And then here, he feels great because he has control over what he writes and no one knows who he is? I'm shocked that there's still such kind of f***ing breed of sore sore loser living in this damn world..

I'm really very pissed off and dun he ever f***ing bug me because i will be prepared to put on my bitchy fooking armour and curse him till he lies in his ass grave.. And i'll make sure the devil will be lying next to him with his shiety "forks" pierced right through that -son of a bitch-'s heart.. Let his blood flow and feed the ants..

I really hate this kind of people.. I still remb the last time when i was so pissed off, that was when some asshole "dilligently" left some very "intelligent" remarks on Huimin's blog.. I meant the opposite to whatever was in the " " Your know what i mean, no further elaboration needed uh..

Anyway, just studied finish my business law.. Test's at 130 tml.. And my CMA ( Cost and managerial accounting ) totally sucks becuase the whole damn lecture group which consists of ahem, around 200 people, all dont know how to do.. And all of us were complaining about the bitchy and assy lecturers who set that damn paper.. Re-test i hope i dont meet you, but i really have a strong feeling i'm going to see you soon.. *touch wood*

Ben came my house just now and we had dinner.. Kind of guilty coz i seems to neglect him coz i was holding my notes all the time, with my eyes glued to it.. I dont like this, i really dont.. I hope this ends faster.. After the damn testssss end on friday, i think got to rush for project.. Due in a week or so.. And we haven started.. I guess alot of groups haven, thanks to the idiot MOE's cut in the semester shiet.. And everything's so cramped now..

I'm beginning to miss the yummy steak in Jack's place.. Have been thinking of it for the past few days.. And Pekhar, still remember how i kept slurping when i tok to you on the phone? Haha.. We should really go and taste the yummy steak and creamy mushroom soup someday uh.. It's really nice..

I should go now and sleep.. Gd night and sweet dreams to my dear friends.. And bad night and nightmares to that bastard, useless fool, crappy shiet and son of a *beep* Muahaha..

Oh, the reason why i came online was erm to check my past 4D results for july.. Er, didnt manage a strike.. ^-^

*Please do not be offended by my crude language, my apologies to those who r reading this right now, millions apologies, just trying to express how i felt in this moment of time..*


I have a new favorite song ASH- starcrossed! It's damn rocking hella good!

Hope i can win the tickets to the preview of "Cinderella" in which the lead actress is Hillary duff.. And there's this new song done up by her and her sister( hayley duff ) Our lips are sealed.. Also quite nice..

Btw, Pekhar, ni pian wo! Ask me to listen to Perfect 10 for the top 20 in search of that unknown yet another of my fav + fav song.. I still donno the name of tt song up till now.. Hmm... Only know the chorus goes like ... " I~~~~" Pretty neat huh? Giving your only "I~~" & i expect some saviour to tell me who the singer and the name of the song is..

Anyway, i feel like i have asthma or something.. Studied until I'm breathless.. Like grasping for air.. Xiaohan, did u throw me off the ship?? No wonder! I cannot breathe inside the water.. What da hell am i toking! Oops, that was meant to be a joke, pls laugh. Thank you. :P

But anyway there's a new movie coming up.. -Clear water- if i am not wrong.. Its based on a true event and its about sharks.. Trying to chase someone for its dinner... I mean, i'm not really good at u know, stating the synopsis of the damn movie.. Try Yahoo! Movies instead.. Heh heh!

I'm staying up pretty late nowadays.. And i dont know why.. I should be feeling tired.. But in reverse, i'm feeling quite energetic.. Not the least tired.. There's no sign of tiredness at all! And i am trying to make myself feel tired.. But anyhow, i feel like boxing myself.. I study for 5 mins walk around for 10 mins.. Very qian bian right? No wonder my speed is slow, now still cannot finish...

In one particular day, i studied for 5 mins, and spent the next 55 mins watching tv.. Amazing huh? That was in 1 hour.. But now, i am trying very hard not to let my attention get diversifed.

Err, suddenly remebered i can actually take the driving test but.. but... Aiya, wait a few weeks or days later bahz, really no time to even touch the driving theory book.. Oh, and for those who tried asking me out these week.. Sorry to guys.. Coz i really can't go out.. Sorry.. =]

Hmmz, i should try counting sheeps now.. Dont feel like studying animore..

*1 sheep.. 2 sheep... 3 sheep.... 4 sheep..................*




Psst psst! I changed my blog song to Keane - Everybody's Changing.. Really cool song..

Anyway the blogger navigation bar above is really irritating..!!!

Strange enough, i'm still not feeling tired.. Trying to read up on my ASEAN+3 but the font's so small and it's making my eyes tired minute by minute.. What should i do? Rub some chilli..??? Does it helps..? Stupid i know!

Really feel like closing my damn explorer and the radio and get onto my cosy bed, but i can't! I must try to stay up and try to complete whatever i should do..

I'm really a hopeless case...

YAWNZ..!!! yawnz..!! Yawnz!!! Yawwwnzzz....


It's 3.31 am and wonderin what Cindy See the earlybird who sleeps ever early is doing here?? Just studied -AGAIN- and now i am here to find some research on ASEAN+3 and free trade agreements and other agreements for my Economics test later this coming week.. And damn it, i feel like cursing again! Oops.. I must control myself.. I am a woman with many virtues right? I must curb my anger on those $#$#@^^ books..

I'm beginning to suspect whether i have mental illness.. As you all know, this is the month of the hungry ghosts festivals.. In case there's some foreign friends reading my blog, okie, hungry ghosts festivals is a month whereby the Chinese believe the ghosts from the other world come to roam the world for a month before they are taken back.. Ok, back to the topic, I'm kind of like u know, become over-suspicious of things and prescense felt around me.. I dont even dare to take the lift, had to ask my mum to come down and fetch me.. That was stupid..!

I'm beginnning to get goosebumps.. And i m beginning to feel something... Yucks...

Anyway using my mum's hp radio loudspeaker to listen to Perfect 10 right now..

Ben came to fetch me in a ta da~ Mercs cab.. And the total bill totaled up to ta-da~ ard $18 by the time we reach his place and poor thing, he was having a terrible flu and sore throat.. But as i said, i have many virtues and guess what? I cooked for him! Due to his many a times request..! Lolx.. No lah, just joking.. Funny mah? But indeed i did cook for him, but it was only maggie mee.. Ta-da! Thats the only thing i can cook besides campbell soup and erm, lemme think.. Hotdogs? Lolx..

And went home in a cab -AGAIN- thanks to generous Ben's sponsorship..! Thank you ah! Yeah, I have won a scholarship to take a cab just now.. "so happy!" Hiakz, i guess i am just crazy from all tt studying.. *sings - books drive me crazy...........*

Woohoo, it's almost 4am now.. My new record..!

Anyway, who's SUPER DUPER ON for our outing this sat evening? Confirm?

Btw, Pekhar, I love North's song too! Glory of love's simply too addicting! But so un-romantic to share the same song which we both loved.. Haha, jus kidding.. Btw, why am i not invited to Zouk? U going mehz? U know how to dance mehz? Or u dancing those robotic dance movements? *cha cha cha*

*heavy sigh* before continuing on my $%$%*@ research.. =P


Greetings.. My dear friends... It's a tuesday and i bet most of you is in school right now, at this moment, thinking of me right? OOPS!!!

But anyway, just came online to receive files from Siew Teng to send to my law lecturer.. Die, project haven start yet and everything seems so rushed.. I'm beginning to hate poly more and more.. But speaking of it, i have been enemies with the polytechnic ever since i stepped my foot into that school...

Midway ont Chpt 3 of my CMA and really can't seem to focus anymore.. My attention span is slowly sliding away.. And i really dont like this at all.. I must constantly keep encouraging myself.. But strange enough, the more i study, the more the heavy feeling in my heart is gone.. And u know what i am encouraging myself with?The SCV program telecast at 1pm later... I'm such a TV freak man!

Aww, the heavy feeling is sinking in again yet again... I'm gonna get pressed by this until i can't breathe.. I have got to quickly submit the article to the lecturer and then continue mugging...

Cheerios my dear dear 8 dwarfs!

P/s : Anyone wanna watch "Aliens vs Predators" this coming sat? Manping is organizin.. Will be calling the 8 dwarfs and shiling & Peifeng and Jiewei sinmin they all... Pls contact Manping if ur wanna go..


Hey guys! I'm back from my outing with my honey! Haha... It's 1147 pm.. And this is sure testing my typing speed manz.. Wondering if i could rush thrg this update and publish it b4 12pm.. I sure hope so man..

Anyway ben came to fetch me using his erm, boss's car.. And then we went to bras brasah plaza( is that how i spell it?) for a romantic candlelight dinner at Jack's Place.. I think i ordered some steak and he also ordered steak.. And the steak was really damn nice, of course, the potatoes as well.. Yummy! The bill totalled up to 60 plus.. Coz we ordered dessert like banana split and he ordered some chocolate thing..

And he gave me a webcam by the company CREATIVE and an anklet from Lee hwa jewellery.. Nice nice.. Now my mum is fighting with me over the anklet coz she said she also wanna wear it.. Irritating sia.. Like small kid fighting with me like tt.. Hahaha...

Then after tt, we went to mount faber to spend some really romantic alone time together.. Woohoo! Cool manz and the scenery was quite nice too.. Actually intending to ride on the car but decided against it, since it was already quite late and the last ride was at 9pm.. But quite exp manz.. Adult tix = $12.5

Anyway, thanks to all of you birthday wishes... =]

To al my poly mates, sec sch mates, band mates, pri sch mates and outside frens, ben's mum, ben honey! Thanks alot.. :~)

And btw, my mum gave me a angbao of $50 and my bro also, gave me angbao $50.. Rich siaz.. Unlike me...

But anyway i really feel like slping.. dun feel like studying anymore... Haiz... Maybe study tmlz? Oh no oh no!! I must really get to work tmlz...

Anyway HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!! hooray!!!


It's 13th August today.. Sounds so freaky..

Din realised that the last time i updated my blog was on tuesday.. So unbelivable..! In a twink of time, 3 days had passed.. Well these 3 days had been really busy so didnt really managed to update much..

My life is always revolving around the same old things.. Wake up in the morning, brush my teeth and wash up, go to sch, go home & do tutorials, sleep and then the whole thing repeats and repeats again.. There's basically NO LIFE in me.. But luckily for the fact that i know that i will be meetin ben later in the day, it really motivates me.. If not, i will be feeling damn low in spirits.. I guess i am too dependent on him.. I must learn how to adjust myself, if not, once he leave for his studies, i will be real dead meat..

Just finish sorting my test dates and test coverage on my personalised notebook! Feel slightly relieved.. Being neat always helps my mood to be better.. At least a little.. This coming week will be my study break but i guess a study break is nothing.. I have so many projs and it's all due after my test week, anyone can tell me how to finish all of it? Study break = everyone wants to get some mugging and test week = everyone's rushing home to study for the next test.. And i have 5 papers on every day.. I really cannot stand this course.. Why is it like this??!!?? Dont they know that its stressful, piling up the tests like this? Especially when our holidays are cut and our semester are shorter, therefore causing our tests and study schedule to be very tight..
MOE change somemore lahx, i take parang go and hack em ahz...

Haiz.. Just nw when i finish my class, Ben called me and we went for dinner... Better than nothing.. But he seems so stressed nowadays.. Poor guy...

I feel as if everything's so packed for me.. Like sardines!! And i have got to do my research now.. DAMN IT!

Tomolo's going town to have dinner with Jean and Yvoone and then shopped around.. Treat it as a relaxing shopping date before our stupid study break.. And Sunday, i have to meet my group for Human Resource Management project.. And that's another damn it project.. And mon, *smirk smirk* A big bIg biG Big BIg BIGGG Day for me at least.. Monday morning meeting Siew Teng and Jean go Teck Whye cut our hair and then afternoon aka evening have to meet Ben for dinner..

I can't help but think.. My last birthday he will be spending with me in SG perhaps.. b4 he leaves for his studies... I must cherish it... I sound so pessimistic.. Ok! I must be optimistic....

Stress is building up.. I am a stressed gurl... :(


Just swing by to do a quick update..!

I find that my time's simply not enough.. I wish that there were more hours in a day so that i can do more things.. As the day approaches to an end, i'm kinda glad becoz i know i did finish the things that i was supposed to do for that day..

And *grinz* Right after i reach home, i switch on my laptop & aircon in my study room and get to work on my business law tutorial straight away.. There's no time to waste! Every min is very crucial..!

Oh ya, next week's my study break.. An important day is coming real soon lehx.. Anyone can guess? I gif ur... $50... Lolx...

And i search my law project article until my hands were completely smudged with black ink from turning the newspaper.. Thats e reason i dont like to read newspapers.. Must wear gloves the next time i read newspapers.. :P

Here are some pictures of the fireworks at esplanade.. That day me and ben went to watch, act romantic abit.. No lahx.. Thats what my friend Grace said.. Act lomantic.. Haha! She also act romantic.. Mei xiang dao she's in one of the car which is cramming up the 3 lanes.. Just to watch the fireworks.. Same same as me!

Pictures time.. I realised i haven post pictures up for quite a while... SAY CHEEZEEE!!









Sorry i know the pics r a bit blur.. But it was taken with 7250i.. So kind of lousy...

Going to study spanish now... Test on thursday... ADIOS!


Damn it! The stuffs me and siew teng did were almost completely eliminated.. What the ?? Siew teng and i did the synopsis stuff and he didnt even ask us if he could change it, and BANG! He change the whole damn thing... FREAK man! 'He' is referring to a guy in my grp... A *beep* *beep guy..

I'm really pissed off from yesterday night till now...

No manners.. No wonder the whole class is so irritated with him...

So damn pissed!

I woke up with such a heavy feeling in my stomach.. Is it me or is it just plain worries or piss-si-ness? Duh... DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!!!!

Nvm, i'll endure... I'll endure...

PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sorry for not updating for so long! Heheez..! I'm at ben'se place now.. Just came back from Bugis.. These few days have been searching high and low for a folder that he really wanted.. So we went to alot of places to look for it.. In the end, he found e one he really wanted at Bugis, cost $58 but luckily there's a 10% off since the shop's a newly opened one.. ^_^

Rushed back home to watch th last episode of Xi lin men! Hehee! Actually wanted to go watch fireworks at esplanade but in the end, we didnt went since we didnt want to miss the last episode of that.. Hehe.. TV freaks right? Lolx..

Oh ya btw, people ar, dun ever dun ever go and watch the movie THE VILLAGE.. It sucks lor i tell you.. We went to watch that on friday midnight after he finishes his bowling and i can tell you, i almost fell asleep and Ben well, of course fall asleep lor.. Paid a ticket worth of money to sleep in there wor..! Heheez..

Yesterday was Sat & i woke up quite earli to meet Siew Teng for our project submission..on Tuesday.. International economics and finance.. Wth! Haiyo! Luckily managed to finish the synopsis in a few hours time.. Hehehez.. Then went to meet ben at amk central and then we bought bread at one of the shop there.. And we sat at those brick platform.. And Xiaohan remember that time? We ate bread and drank mineral water after we spent all our money to buy the wallet.. And we were so ke lian, like bankrupt people sitting there and eat.. Lolx..

Anyway, so sianz.. I'm so thirsty now..

Tomolo's national day! And i'm meeting grp for project.. How "interesting"...


Sorry for not updating for so long! Heheez..! I'm at ben'se place now.. Just came back from Bugis.. These few days have been searching high and low for a folder that he really wanted.. So we went to alot of places to look for it.. In the end, he found e one he really wanted at Bugis, cost $58 but luckily there's a 10% off since the shop's a newly opened one.. ^_^

Rushed back home to watch th last episode of Xi lin men! Hehee! Actually wanted to go watch fireworks at esplanade but in the end, we didnt went since we didnt want to miss the last episode of that.. Hehe.. TV freaks right? Lolx..

Oh ya btw, people ar, dun ever dun ever go and watch the movie THE VILLAGE.. It sucks lor i tell you.. We went to watch that on friday midnight after he finishes his bowling and i can tell you, i almost fell asleep and Ben well, of course fall asleep lor.. Paid a ticket worth of money to sleep in there wor..! Heheez..

Yesterday was Sat & i woke up quite earli to meet Siew Teng for our project submission..on Tuesday.. International economics and finance.. Wth! Haiyo! Luckily managed to finish the synopsis in a few hours time.. Hehehez.. Then went to meet ben at amk central and then we bought bread at one of the shop there.. And we sat at those brick platform.. And Xiaohan remember that time? We ate bread and drank mineral water after we spent all our money to buy the wallet.. And we were so ke lian, like bankrupt people sitting there and eat.. Lolx..

Anyway, so sianz.. I'm so thirsty now..

Tomolo's national day! And i'm meeting grp for project.. How "interesting"...


Hello! My bones r cracking n cracking.. Siew Teng just left my house.. She came over to do our IEF projects and now, on her way back to sch again for her jap class.. Poor gurl...

Finished my class at 12pm today and the presentation went at least okie.. But a couple of my slides were mis-placed like tt.. Nvm lahz, everything's over! =] I have a spanish test next week and this time, have to learn everything.. Hmm.. Jiewei, She said learn everything is it? Just to double confirm..

Have to submit my IEF's synopsis next week, if not 5 points will be deducted.. Haiz! But at least got something done just now.. Phew! Part of the load gone.. And will be staying back in sch tomolo until 7plus i guess.. Need to finish up the synopsis.. Tomolo's class ending at 5pm and still have to stay back.. :P

My period's heavy! Argh..!

Ben's at outfield now i think.. I remembered him saying that he needs to swim at a river or whatever.. And still got night training.. Boo! >_<"" Poor guy! Hopefully can meet him this weekend.. I'm real scared there's going to be some project stuff going..

Btw, there's a funfair at ngee ann! The field behind the NP bustop.. Any bus passing by NP can see the funfair.. Realli is funfair lor.. with all the rides and stuffs.. But the rides r kind of kiddo lah.. But too bad i never bought any tickets.. No time to go to funfair manz..

I want to change my blog layout but i have no time! Grr..! Next time perhaps..!

Got to go eat my chinese food takeaway my mum bought and after that, do my FMGT tutorial..

Bye guys..!


pSSStt! I'm realli fed up with blogger just now.. Made countless attempts to log in but failed.. But anyway just here to complain n complain.. Haha...

Today CMA supposed to end at 11am but then i stayed back to do 2 different projects with different people until 5pm.. Can u imagine how tired i am... Sitting on the floor of the library to 5pm.. My whole butt was numb ok! Very serious..! And i think haddad is in my CMA class.. I also not sure how he end up here..

My common tests r coming soon and haiz.. It's really stresssful.. And i think my study break approaching.. It's so damn fast lor... Just reopened sch and common tests r coming.. Am i dreaming or what?

Have etiquette presentation tmlz... And i have no foundation n blusher.. GREAT! Remember? I lost my pencil case and my cosmetics were inside? Diaox... I can't believe i am so suay lor... Anyway Grace told me that Jiaqi died in "XI LING MEN" and i was like wah biang, did u read that whatever magazine well anot? How can he die?

*#(()*(()*!@@#!!!!*

Gosh, i'm getting older n older... day by day... *HINT HINT* A very IMPORTANT day is COMING!



Pissed!

I typed quite a long entry and it went off.. I mean i published it but the server didnt catch it or something...

DUMB! IDIOT!

Lolx... Bed time guys....

Update maybe tmlz in sch or whatever... Just wanted to say its my turn to bring laptop tmlz and it's so damn idiotic.. coz it's heavy... whatever..

Pekhar, confirm with me the NDP thing lehz...


Aloha! I spent my whole morning doing my CMA and i'm rushing my HRM tutorial out for tmlz. Supposedly to finish class at 12pm tmlz, but next week law's lecture is being pushed forward to tmlz since it falls on a national day.. Nvm, if it ends early, i'll still be stucked in school doing my project.. No difference anyway..

Nice weather outside while i'm in the comfort of my own home.. Dark clouds forming and gentle roars of thunders.. I really really love such weather! But definately not when i'm out and wearing jeans.. But if i'm wearing skirts, i will still love such weathers! Lolx..

Ben's having his duty in camp.. Poor thing.. It's a sunday and he still have to serve his duty.. Not due to punishment or what, but probably because of routine? I'm not sure about how this whole army thing works.. But i know he's upset over something recently.. Hope it will be settled asap.. There's this saying which goes, don't worry about tomolo because there's already enough worries cramming for today... Something like tt but i forgot the exact words..

Even in my sleep just now, i was worrying and worrying about my un-done tutorials and my endless projects.. And this caused me to woke up slightly earlier at ard 8something.. I also remembered i dreamt about crocodiles.. Humans being eaten by crocodiles... Quite disgusting.. Coz their bones were all crushed and bent... Yucks.. I shan't tok about it..

I know i seem as if i'm really having this tutorial illness... Whenever i blogged, everything's related to tutorials.. I seriously don't want this to be like tt.. It's soooo boring.... I will try to tok about something else other than tutorials the next time round... Lolx...

I'm off to do my -you-know-what-

P/s : My phone recovered from it's water sickness..!