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5:00 PM | Wednesday, September 29, 2004



Feeling so PMS now.

I think my 'auntie''s coming to visit me.

Btw, Happy 18th birthday to u Grace Teoh!

5:56 PM | Monday, September 27, 2004



Feeling so tired now. I wanna close my eyes and drift to sleep. I'm thinking what should i do this nov holiday. Any ideas? I'm thinking of volunteering at an old folks home but there's basically no interested people to accompany me. Perhaps i will try it alone. I have gotta learn to be independent.Or perhaps i will work in a pet store.

I remembered that time tried looking for a pet store helper job. But to no avail. Perhaps due to the fact that most job vancancies were already taken up coz of the O Levels holiday. And a large proportion of em wanted only permanenet staff. -_-

Heard from Armpit hair that she's gonna have attachment maybe this holiday. I mean, i will be confirm bored to death. Hope ur attachment falls next holiday in June, same as me mah.

I heard from a friend that another friend of mine basically forced her own bf to save at least $400 per month when he's only earning ard $600-$700 per month. I mean, this is ridiculous. I'm not saying u can't get ur own bf to save up. But isnt this too extreme? I don't like to force bf to save up. Kinda restrictive.

Had a debate session for HRM today. And i basically din know what i was toking. I was from the opposition team and we were debating on "why globalisation isn't good for Singapore employees" And i think i had a lot of "I mean as in" in my whole damn speech. I was basically stammering and my mind couldnt work for tt gawd damn moment.
But anyway it was a good try i hope. =]

Had my last presentation today. FMGT. woohoo. Played the song i sang for the background of AsiaMedic. And i was trying to hold my head and hide it somewhere. And i look as if i had constipation. I think they were luffing their ass off man. But luckily, they din suan me after tt. Hee. The teacher clap after the song and asked me if i composed the thing or what. But anyway, that was a gd one. At least, we tried and tried to be CREATIVE in the project. Hope we will get more marks. Woohoo.

Took beauty and rosy for a walk jus now with bro. Grace, dun say i nv bring em down ok! Haha. They were so happYY!! Took the leftovers of chicken breast meat from the earlier lunch my mum cook and let em eat. Beauty is cleverer. She knows how to sit down when my bro command her. Tryiny desperately to spend more time with my dogs and fam. For u dun know when they will leave u. Treasure em.

Mum cooking cereal prawn, fried fish, veggie(yucks!) and a soup(ku gua). Yummy. But i only like the prawns.

Feel like taking a short nap now.

I'm kinda addicted to blogging.

I believe i will be more addicted in a few mths time when i'll be free-er.
Know what i mean? Lolx.


11:05 PM | Sunday, September 26, 2004

How did our group became so un-cooperative?

I wanna shiet everyone. But thank god grace and me are still working together to keep the whole damn thing going.

Tmlx have FMGT presentation. And i gotta play the song i recorded to the whole class. I'm gonna be the clown in a gew more hours time. La la la la.

Gotta reach sch at 7am to practice our gawd damn skit n the worst part of it is, i hafta wake up at 530am. And what am i still doing here? I should be sleeping.

Grr. *calm myself down* If not, i will get wrinkles easily.

I'm gonna be fed up.

KILLING ME SOFTLY.....

11:01 AM |


My new idol


Everyone's else blogs seem so quiet nowadays. What happen?

Some people live for the fortune.
Some people live just for the fame.
Some people live for the power.
Some people live just to play the game

What do you live for?

10:44 PM | Friday, September 24, 2004

Hey gurlz, here i am.. Anyone got miss me? Oops!

I am so full but i think i'm digesting quite fast. Beginning to feel a teenie weenie bit hungry now. Oh my oh my! I think i have worms in my stomach.

But anyway, went for dinner at The Coffee Club. It aint just coffee dudes. I had a sumptous fill of baked chicken macoroni and Pekhar had nice & yummy garlic prawnz spaghetti. But anyway, we went there for dinner becoz i was using a $20 voucher from M1. Redeem my sunperks points mah.

But anyway, the bill we had to pay minus $20(value of voucher) came up to $18.35. Quite reasonable, considering the fact that i had blackforest cake & Pekhar had a Royaltine cake. Both a slice each for mine, $5 and hers $6. Kinda exp. Never would have tried this unless i had some gd deals like the voucher. Voucher is my savior!

Trying to put my heart and soul into doing the fmgt project. I think i'm gonna sing my part. The project's emphasis is on CREATIVITY and this project darn, is a finance project, Mind YOU! How do we present all dose shiet using CREATIVE ways? But we have decided on role play & my singing part. I just have to sing the background of our company. Woohoo. I think i will become the clown of the class soon.

Btw, during this week, i had Spanish project & HRM project & B law project presentation. But god, did it went well. I'm so glad. At least, my b law did well. I mean, met my expectations. Not bad group mates! *pat on the back* And Spanish, well, tried my best to present my 'confident' side. Yeah, it went well. I'm getting stronger n stronger in presentation with more practice. Hooray.

But anyway, a friend of mine is still so moody. I mean, we hadn't offended her or anything. And i really really donnno why she's feeling so moody after such a long time. Guess gurls are difficult to guess uh. Please recover soon.

I think i'll do my slides n my singing part tml. Really have no mood to do anything now, except sleep n eat. I wanna slp slp slp slp slp slp slp. ZZzzzZZZ. Ben bought many dvds frm msia and yesh, we saved on movies' money again. Yeah.

Some pictures to entertain. Haha.


During dunnoe which lecture. Gone crazy.








Taken by Pekhar in the middle of Orchard Road. "What gd photography skills"


Miss Singapore.


Twist twist. In front da Wisma Atria. Simply mad. Craze.

Btw, how come there's no colour scheme anymore on the toolbar in the blogger? Such a spoiler.

Gd night, i'm gonna ZzZzZz...

8:02 AM | Monday, September 20, 2004

I didn't sleep well last night.

I feel as if there's a whole chunk of blood stuck inside my throat. There's an unseen pressure weighing me down.

I am so stressed this week.

HRM's presentation later. I sure hope philip lau won't ask me any questions. I really can't answer questions on the spot one.

I don't know, lately everyone's been feeling bluey. Or perhaps 1 friend of mine. And i seriously dunnoe why. Perhaps PMS?

Good luck to me for HRM presentation later. Die until nice nice.

1:46 PM | Sunday, September 19, 2004

Pst pst, forgot to tell ur that Pekhar said she can't update her blog coz of some server problems?

Whenever i see Beauty i will s.m.i.l.e...

She's so cute.

Rosy is a stupid dog.

Only know how to bully Beauty.

SHIT TIME. Bye!

1:35 PM |

Just came back from madonald breakfast with Pekhar. I bet she missed me a lot these few weeks. Because she was so happy to see me. Laughing and smiling at me and she kept touching and holding my hand. Right Pekhar? OOPS! Lolx.

My spanish's notes is on my lap right now. I have got oral test this thursday together with presentation. This week better be over fast. I wanna breathe some relaxing air instead of stiff air.

But u know what?

I think all these are just phases in our life that we have to go through. Instead of complaining and whining about it, i have decided to face everything with a more relaxed manner and treat it just as a learning experience. These are just tests, set to challenge us, our mindset, our determination, and the level of stress we can take.

I wanna challenge it. And try to overcome it. Every minute that has passed by has just become part of our memories. I want my memories to be good. And not jus to remb my poly life to be jus whining and complaining about it everyday.

I wanna face everyday with a s.m.i.l.e

Enough of my thoughts.

Time for shit now.

Do i sound disgusting. Well, sorry, but i still need to shit anyway.


9:34 PM | Saturday, September 18, 2004

Bear with me.

I'm gonna SCREAM " WHAT a BORING WKEND!!!!!"

Stayed at home the whole day. Wun b meeting ben tml i guess. HIs gastric's still serious case.

Life still has to go on.

How do i convince myself and motivate myself to study? Any tips?? Just feel like sleeping the whole day and rotting my life away.

And when i wake up, i'll be 83 and on my deathbed. And i'll b gone in no time, with no memories no nothing.

Ignore my last paragraph. Plain crap.

This is the result from staying at home all day. You will get mad. So peepz who r still reading this, get out & get a LIFE!!

10:35 AM |

Gd da morning everyone. It's a saturday. How time flies.

I scalded my tongue. Woohoo. Feels as if my tongue is skinless. I think ben's tongue kinda scalded too. Coz yest went to his place and i bought 2 fish porridge. And the soup's woohoo. Hot hot hot!

I'm studying for my cma now. Test's on this tues. Argh. Feels so stressed after reading grace's blog. Can't believe regina's already started on it so soon. Stress is building up. La la la la.

Well, i think i'll most probably be meeting ben later since he's having his erm, 16km run now. But i hope he dun faint. Coz looks like the medi ain't working on his gastric a bit.

But anyway, i wanna thank Grace for giving me such a good suggesstion. She told ben to eat more batteries. Coz batteries's alkaline. Thanks a lot Grace. But anyway, i told ben her suggesstion. And he said "bu hao xiao" Wahahaha. Gee, jus joking anyway. I hope u had a nice pinic today & thanks for keeping ben in prayer. =]

I realise e exam's coming soon. 11th Oct? I'm not sure. Haven check the timetable yet. I really doesn't haf high hopes for these sem's modules except HRM and Blaw. But i will try my bessst! I can FLY!!!

Drat. I really should work on my CMA now.

P/s: Sorry Pekhar, can't accompany u to bugis for shopping today. Will make it up to u soon.

11:18 PM | Thursday, September 16, 2004

I can't believe that i actually blogged three times in a row. Perhaps i've got nothing better to do. Or i actually haf something to do but chose not to. Just wanna let myself relax fer a day.

Lesson starts at 8am tml. With the most boring lesson. *ahem* Business Law tutorial until 5pm and hafta stay back for projs with Grace for HRM ppt. St can't make it since she hafta teach some kids tution.

The most *dui* thing is that, i have gotta carry my laptop. Realli is *pengx* I should have bought a lighter and more ahem, classy laptop. Instead of my this laptop which looks like it just went to e car garage and just kana polished. The surface is like a mirror, so reflective.

RP's having a holiday right. *GRR* When will be my turn?

I should really stop complaining and get it done and over with although everything's a drag.

I just changed my blog skin. Butterfly theme. Kinda empty ard the corner. That's one thing i dun like. Gonna find another much more nicer skin (if i can find any). Meanwhile, i wil jus hafta put up with this.

There's this bible quote at my fridge. Think was written by my dad since he reads the bible i think when he's free. Dunnoe what "fishers of men" Come follow me and i will make you the fishers of men? Think it's this. Complements exactly with Grace's blog.

Still not feeling tired. Since i had a nap in the afternoon. And i am wondering shoudl i force myself to sleep. I'm kinda not used to surfing so late still when there's early class tml. Or should i jus find something to eat? *thinking about maggie mee*

Haix. I hope ben's gastric will be gone by the time he wakes up. Feels as if we haven't been meeting and talking for so long. So so so long.

What am i gonna do when the time comes?

"It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone, but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives."



5:27 PM |

Btw, congrats to Ben's mum for passing the driving test.

A whole family can drive.

So good.

It will be my turn soon.

Muahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Say say only. :p

5:09 PM |

Feel like shitting. Aww.

I need to download more happy songs to cheer myself up.

Yea! Complete my b law powerpoint yesterday.. Glory to our group.. We can do things much faster without some pests lying around somewhere.. Dun bother to think what i meant..

I'm going to be so busy this coming week..

-Spanish presentation & Oral test
-HRM presentation
-B law presentation
-Complete FMGT powerpoint

Cut down on going out time. Time management is impt in this line!

Oh shit. Doesn't feel like shitting anymore.

8:35 PM | Tuesday, September 14, 2004

I love that olympus's commercial song.. Woohoo! The ad which the lead of Sassy Girl is in? RemeB?

I have decide on a very serious thing and tt is to sleep now. Was pondering and pondering whether i should get my ass on the bed and just sleep my night away. I was tinking of actually, doing the blaw project. But decided against it, since Grace & St gonna be at my place tml to finish up the law powerpoint.

Spent an awful loong time scanning the stupid law pics. G.R.R!

I'm about to fall sick. Feverish, hot and sore throat is all and what i am feeling right now.

Sometimes i wonder how love between a couple can fade so quickly. Did the cupid just make the love disappear or did the enviroment or experience a person had contact with change their mindset. And conclude that the guy/gurl right b4 them is not the one they r seeking for. Why does heartbreaks happen and make people so miserable? I really dont know.

"You are never given a wish without being given the power to make it come true."

Gd night. Off to sleep. I'm tired. And i hope my gawd damn feverish feeling can just get the hell outta me and stop bugging me. GRR. I'm troubled enuff dude!

10:30 PM | Monday, September 13, 2004

Went to trim my hair today. And it turned out to be real short. And to think that i kept persuading the auntie to cut shorter fer me. Luckily the auntie have some brains. She said that if i cut any shorter, i won't have any "mao" left. And ahem, at tt instant, i tot of Pekhar who was jus sitting right beside me. Wahaha. And she just trimmed a little teenie wennie bit of her hair. Cannot stand her.

*Phew* Finally submitted my fmgt report today. And it did not go so well at the printing room. Grace and I panicked like hell. And i kept stomping my feet on the ground in frustration. The laptop was always not working at the most crucial moment. Can't connect to the network printer. And had to ask other people to help print for us. And that group of gurls though kind, were waiting "impatiently" for us Coz their deadline was also at 5pm. And at that moment, it was already i guess 4.50pm. Tsk tsk tsk.

But nvm, we've both got "thick" skin. I suppose this is considered as flea's ka mo to us.

Researching a bit on my spanish project. Gotta present the following week. And darn, oral test is coming up. Jiewei, we confirm die until sui sui for her to see. Study hard dude. Btw, how much did u get fer ur test uh?

And this time round, my team mates r wendy and chongling! 1st time doing projs with em, i sure hope it will be a darn good experience. A learning experience.

But anyway, Ben came to my place at ard 7 plus and i was so happy to see him though i was hopelessly trying to hide my smirk. No lah. Jus joking. Er, that's not very funny i know. Try to tickle urself to laugh k? Tsk tsk. And we went down with my parents to burn the incense paper. Since that's my part time hobby. I love burning incense papers. Throwing the papers down and watching the fire engulf em is sure a fiery and nice and shiok feeling. It appeases me. Do i sound pervertic? OOps.

Hmm. Hrm starts at 8am tomolo. And i have gotta wake up at 630. I'm so not looking forward to it. But anyway, a man came down with fits while i was on the bus to sch. I am appalled by my own behavior. I wanted to help him, but seriously i dunnow how and where to start from. I dun wan to hurt him due to my insufficient knowledge about fits but yet, i wanted to help him soo much. I should have got up and let him bite anything i could have found on the floor. Or perhaps my hand.

But luckily, kind saviors (malay man + army personnel + another man) helped him and found a comb for him to bite. He was bleeding and bleeding. Coz i think he hurt his tongue. And his eyes were rolling when the fits attacked him. But seriously, i wasnt afraid, wanted to help but couldnt. What kind of f***** person am i?

I hope he gets well soon. May Chinese gods, Christian gods, Thai Gods, Indian gods, Malay gods, Catholic Gods bless him.

I miss my baby.

10:54 PM | Sunday, September 12, 2004

Swing by to a quick update!

It's the end of hoo-haa sunday and i'm beginnning to wish that the clock would return to the time today had just started.

I'm so so tired. probably from the hours i spent at st's house today, erm staring at the laptop. And both of us trying damn hard to do.

Tml's class starts at 830. Darn.

I guess there might be a high possibility that we hafta skip business law lecture in order to rush finish the report to meet the deadline at 5pm.

Someone told me something which i din know. Hmm. Interesting. Din know there was such a thing going on in *ahem* Conflicts conflicts and still conflicts going on in this world.

Woohoo. I'm going to slp now. I bet ben's sleeping so soundly already. Can imagine him erm, sleeping like a pig. He has a dog at his house. It's his erm, bro's gf doggie. Named Toto. Hee. Kinda obendient. Unlike my 2 stupid but cuteee dogs.

Enuff of my rubbish. Gd night.

10:44 PM | Friday, September 10, 2004

My eyes are closing and my hair is a mess right now. Probably mad from doing all that report stuffs about Financial management. Gotta analyse Asiamedic's balance sheet and then submit a ard 14 pages report. What's up with debt & equity financing?!? Who the hell started all these accounting shiets btw?!! Really deserves a big fat tight slap from me on behalf of al the accounting students. Erm, provided that they hate a/cs like me. =]

Happy 18th birthday to u siew Teng!

Celebrated St's birthday today. Had a hard time collecting money. Er, not really actually. Kept collecting money while St went to the toilet. And i had to lied "saying" that i was going to toilet coz St was sitting right beside me, while the truth was Grace and myself were going out of da lecture hall to order canadian pizza! Delivery came quite fast but the devlivery man was quite er... not sociable? Whatever.. Like i care...

Shared 2 large pizzas with almost my whole class. Pat.. Wendy Chongling, Mun Yee, ShuLing, Grace, Tao Jing etc etc.. Jean wasnt there to share the pizza since she was having a real hard time trying to settle the fmgt project ALONE at home. Mind u it's ALONE. Handling the damn prj alone. Poor jean.

Ben went msia with erm, his frens? And he got back his dear dear dearie car. Finally?

Realli feel like leaving the rest of da stuffs to do tml.

Meetin grace and st at 0930 at NP atrium. For project. I should be quite sian since it's a sat. But i'm NOT! Coz, hehe, meeting ben for roller-blading tml. And he gotta lend me his socks. Hehe. I hope i dun become a blackie.

I havent had a good sleep for a looong time. Sub-conciously always thinking of projs, projs n still projs. Hai.

Some pics to entertain u all since my blog seldeom has pictures posted. Ho ho.


My law tutor - Mr Bala ( Blur like hell )


Regina(Left) & Cheryl(Right) during law tutorial





Siew Teng


Singing happy birthday song... "Happy birthday to u.........."


SMILING!!


10:02 PM | Wednesday, September 08, 2004

This was posted on 8th Sept but due to a failure in publishing, i had no choice but to publish it another day....


I need to sort out my thinking. I'm so so so pessimistic and hot-tempered nowadays.

Have i found myself or did i not?


Do i really know what i want?

Am i happy with what i am?

Is this the real me?
Got back my business law test papers and CMA test papers today, did well for 1 paper and almost failed my CMA. I got 93/100 for business law and 50.5/100 for CMA. Gosh. I have gotta thank the teacher for passing me. I guess a lot of my classmates r border-line cases. I can't afford to fail again. And this test is coming in i think soon. 1 week or so? I am not sure.
My brain is so so dead. right now. right at this moment.
And i'm laughing my ass off. My ass is on the floor now.
Watched Cinderella story with Ben. Wasnt as nice as i had expected.
I hate me. Me hate I. Or is this jus stress building up in me? Or has stress caused me to become who i am today. Or am i possessed by someone else?
Give me a damn break!!!!!!!!!!!

10:33 PM | Sunday, September 05, 2004

Just read Grace's blog, realise that i am not the only "silly" one around.. Just nw cried a little too, when i was on my way home after my dinner with ph... I am so so so so stressed...

I told myself, i must be a strong gurl.. I can't let a little stress take me down.. What's gonna happen to me when i am even more stressed down the road?

Seriously, i feel like quitting sch.. But that's jus a wild thought.. Everyone says this is the stress of going thrg poly.. But i feel e projs in my course is so so much worse and heavier than any other..

Can someone please please help me?

I dont wanna be left alone... without any support.... I feel so alone... Is this life?

I am so miserable with _____ inside as one of the _____

There're so many things to be done, and i'm scared that i can't answer the tutor's question when she asked me during ief presentation.. I am a stupid gurl.. I have no brains... I can't think... Lemme off..



9:20 AM |

I hate this . . .

I'm gonna do project on a sunday and what's worse, gonna be doing it in sch with _____

Yesterday reached sch at 10plus, looking forward to fix my damn laptop which is i think infected with some virus... And i can't even go to the net & surf.. it says "the page cannot be displayed" It's something like the Sasser worm.. It's so damn stupidddd....

St fixed it for me.. By system restore.. I wonder if my laptop will spoil this way... But anyway its cured.. And people, pls download the windows service pack 2... Although it takes a freaking long time but i guess its worth the time uh.. Better protection against viruses and hackers..

Haix, gonna meet st at cwp to touch up on our b law project.. To touch up to be more CREATIVE in our report..

Yesterday had dinner with peixuan & pekhar at plaza.. Swensen! Kinda 1st time ate somethin so "luxurious" with em.. Wahaha.. But anyway, we treated Ph to earthquake... Yummy! But fattening..

I'm gonna sign up for my driving lessonsss... Pekhar, ON mah?

Haix, i feel as if i havent seen ben for like, 100 years.. He's soooo busy with his army open house and i'm soooo busy with my projects... This is getting boring.. But gd in a sense, his open house clash with this wkend whereby i realli have lotsa things to do... I must endureeeeee with this till monday... *sigh sigh sigh*

But anyway, heard from our dear grace that her fren's IEF project title was Gobalisation in Saudi Arabia.. And during the presentation, the tutor will be asking alot of questions... U know, to like assess you.. And u know,whats one of the damn question he asked? "What was the oil price yesterday?" Dont know = i think minus marks..

But anyway, my project title is "how does asean-china and asean-japan FTA impact entrepreneurship and SME development in Southeast asia" and gawdddd... i'm having a realli diff time with this... Presentation on tues... Formal.... And i haven bought any tops.. But lucky in a sense, we gonna finish the project soon.. Yest rush until headache...

GAWD, HELP ME...

12:24 AM | Friday, September 03, 2004

Happy BiRthDay SnooPy aka Pekhar aka Xia Mao aka ArMpit hair aka baboon ang!!! 18 years old liao wor... Wanna find a bf? Call 69927353 to make an appointment now!! With Cindy See Matchmaking Agency!!! ConGrats! GonG Xi Fa Cai!! XIAO MAO!!! 18 YEARS OLD LE!!!!

My group shld be pretty sad today, got back my IEF report, minus 8 marks.. I mean, my group IED report, the report which we rush day & night to do, but in the end, kinda not worth it(not wanting to say it here).

I'm kinda worried & sad that i can't meet ben tomolo.. I want to meet him.. But i think i will b rushing my IEF presentation & HRM report out tml until 9plus in sch.. What kind of $#@^&* module is this?!?

Consider my group as unlucky. I think my group's project title just nice, suay suay kana the lecturer mark. And she's damn strict and i guess she's just another old old hag. Oops. She favours boys more than gurls. And does tt sound like someone? I think the whole damn report is full of comments, i dun dare to look at it tml..

2nd year is so so so tough... FCUK! That's a brand name! FCUK!

I wanna bang my head on the wall and i dun wanna feel tml creeping onto me.. Coz projs r coming.. it's 10-5 tml.. No no i reckon it's 10-9pm tml for my group.. Or should i say Grace, St & me?

I'm gonna change my blog website when i have the time.. Dun wanna IR-RELEVANT people to be watching my blog every minute + the fact i just can't seem to blog my true feelings..

2:20 PM | Thursday, September 02, 2004

Got back home quite sometime ago and i'm kinda slacking now, blame myself for buying an old version of my FMGT txtbook ( Financial Management ) and now, i can't do my tutorial since the questions are all jumbled up in the old version txt.. I hate myself, why didnt i check MORE! carefully when i bought from Siew Teng's friend?!?!

Now waiting for my savior to come, i also dont know who's it gonna be.. I'm gonna ring someone up and have them help to tell me the 1st sentence of every qn then i can find the stupid idiotic question and do it..

I think my group speeed in doing the b law project is the fastest.. I think most of them havent finish doing yet.. But our IEF really jialat.. Next tuesday present and we're still stucked.. Bad timing all these projs r gonna be presented.. Damn it! And our HRM project is due on 8th sept which is wednesday i think! I can't get away from all these shit which seems to be coming and coming.. Help meeeee!!

I think i'm one of those whereby when it's project time, really must do project.. No slacking allowed.. I mean, abit of slacking is fine with me but too much of it realli irritates me... And then my mood will get worse and worse until i wanna scream at people who wanna slack.. I wanna faster do finish then faster relax person..

Anyway had etiquette skincare lesson.. Washed my face 3 times... Let the tutor check what skin combination i have.. Turns out my forehead and T-zone are kinda oily whereas my cheekbones and chin there are kinda dry.. 4 steps i think.. 1st is cleansing, 2nd is scrub, 3 rd is mask, 4th moisturize.. So have to wash the face 3 times b4 i get to the moisturizing step..

Haix, the tot of not being able to see ben realli crush me to nothing... I realise i have been too dependent on him.. I must learn to be more independent.. If not... . . . . . . .

Here r some pictures bah...


Grace with ST's cousin?!? *bubbles bubbles* Only grace knows what this means! *smirk*


St with cousin.. ^_^


Ben & moi nice legsss, left is ben's sexy legs & right is mine even sexier legs.. Oops!


My roller-blades!

BORING BORING BORING...

12:13 AM |

I just finished doing all the narrations stuff for my b law project.. And since tml lesson is from 8-12, i figure i have to get some time off at home for another finishing soon part of the b law project.. which is to do a few stuffs and print a few pages... This is kinda like a design freaky project.. Blew me off completely!

Luckily my menses cramp is not so serious today.. Meet ben for dinner at my house since our motto now is to save as much money as possible.. Oh btw, he will be getting his car back on the 9th which means i get to see his car again! For once that time, i tot i wouldnt get to see it forever since he said he wanted to rent it to his fren... But negative on a side as in, his allowance for month gonna get docked man.. For paying installments and the petrol stuff.. Woo, heavy huh!

But anyway, i took cold crysantheum packet tea to drink during dinner, and i forgot.. I said "heng ar, my menses cramp not so serious, can drink c0ld drinks" Then u know what his reaction was? He immediately took the packet from my hand, and told me to drink plain water.. Coz he said i was drinking too much cold n sweet drinks.. But i felt that was sweeet.. OoOO00!

Army open house is from tml to sunday... He's gonna be busy until his head's gonna get burned.. I think won't be meeting him since he's gonna be busy from day until night, serving the needs of the public???? He ask me to go down to take a look.. Probably i should.. Kinda curious! Pekhar, wana go with me on Sunday or Sat after ur test finishes? Got games play nehx... Can help u find bf also..! OoPS!

Spanish tml... And etiquette class... Gonna pay $15 for the makeup stuffs.. From tml's lesson onwards, guys from etiquette class gonna go to closet wardrobe class.. Like how to choose a suitable outfit for occassion.. And for gurls, makeup and skincare class... Kinda interesting.. Getting back my spanish test tml... Hope i get good grades...

My bed time has arrived.... ZzZzZzZZz.........

P/s : To a fren who quarrelled with bf today, pls dun be sad... Got any problems can tell me.. I can be a good listener... Take care.....



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