I dropped my phone into the toilet bowl and dun even tink about how i managed to retrieve it.. lolx... but luckily the water is clean and it's not too deep...

Okie.. suayest day in my life...

What model do ur think i should buy or even think i may not buy one at all..

What the hell...

Why must this kind of thing happen to me...

I know i am being gross here... but if ur phone drop into toilet bowl i mean, u will retrieve it no matter what right... What the hell... The phone auto off itself and i think realli CMI liaoz..

Maybe use my mum's phone for the time being while i save money or what lor...

I'm going to buy a plastic protective cover to protect my "new" handphone.. Damn it..

HAI!!

Suay suay suay suay suay suay!!!


I love this song currently playing on my blog now.. I must burn it onto a disc and listen to it everyday, every min and every second.. There's this new track out by Natasha Bedingfield - Single, quite nice also.. But i'm looking for ashley simpson's song.. The queue in MIRC is simply too much to bear..

*yawnz*

Tired liaoz..

*sneeze*

It's cold..

Lamer..!


I seriously don't know what's up with my yesterday which makes me blog kind of like a suicidal blog? Sorry guys, to make ur worry.. I think i'm seriously down with some fooking mental problem which gets me down every now and then..

Anyway did ur watch the news yesterday? Terrible huh? A man in his 30s jumped into the MRt trackway when it was approaching and i tink his body was spilt into 2 huh.. I mean, what the hell did he did that for? Make his death a historical one? If wanna commit suicide, at least jump down from building or what lah.. At the very damn least, not as painful as being slit into 2 right..

Ok, back to my boring sch life, etiquette ends at erm.. 1o plus today.. And Grace & Siew Teng & Me went to eat lunch at canteen 1.. I had my chicken teriyaki set which was the 1st time i'm having tt.. Pathetic right.. 2nd yr in NP and this is my 1st time eating tt.. But overall, still ok lah.. I don't know why, these few days.. My food were all finished until e plate was sparkling clean.. I mean, i wasn't even leaving a portion behind which i usually do.. This was a miracle! And of course, my friends were amazed too..

Btw, i got back my spanish test.. I got 18.5/20! Hooray... A few careless here and there, if not, i think i should be able to get full marks.. But e teacher said our performance as a class was quite bad.. Since i think some of us got quite low..

Yest ben rushed to my place after he finished his erm, dinnner with his boss they all? But think he made up an excuse and then escape to my house.. Hehe! Sweet guy.. And we fell asleep after dinner until ard 1145pm, and i woke him up and inform him tt it was time to go home~! If not, it will get pretty late..

I'm so tired right now, physically and mentally.. Really feel like getting a good and nice and comfy sleep on my bed right now.. But i can't afford it.. I still haven't finished my FMGT tutorial which da-da is due tomolo.. I mean, not due lah.. Tutor also wun care u got do anot.. Just that if nv do, there's this guilty feeling stucked inside.. So must find a way to get rid of it asap..

During our lecture, 2 persons will be asked to stand in front of the class and summarise the lecture.. And it will be my turn pretty soon i guess.. See how they do it first...

I feel like changing my blog address.. There's just too many people reading my current blog now and sometimes it's really difficult to say out what i really am thinking... Maybe... Not now though.. Can't afford the time to sit there and change the template..

Hmm.. Kind of addicted to THE SIMS again recently....

Log off le... Take care....


Seriously i just wanna gif myself a a farking kick on my butt.

I just wanna kill myself, let my blood out and die.

I'm so so so tired. Realli tired. With a capital T.

Let me go.


I got my driving basic theory book from ben's mum! Hehe... Finally feel as if i am finally getting a license! But there's still a long way to go...

Just changed my clothes & setting off for the damn sch very soon... Business Law lecture at 1pm and ends at 3pm and then go home time! Fast right... Hope no one says have to stay back for what project.. If not i sure KA BONG my head on the wall 1st...

I miss him so so so much.... I hope he doesnt tire himself out since he works on his proj till quite late yest... Not meeting him today... Must let him have enuff rest...

I'm so damn hot & I'm wearing a jacket right now.. Becoz i'm wearin a pink spaghetti inside & i sure doesn't want to wear it w/o my jacket... Feels weird...

I've got to start preparing my bag liaoz... Take care everyone... Make sure ur update ur blog frequent enuff horz.. Bleah! Hehee...


Yo Yo Yo! I think most of your went to the carnival right? Sounds fun.. Have been researching n researching for the past few hrs... Haiz.. I really wanna collapse liaoz... Researching for my ASEAN-CHINA and ASEAN-JAPAN Free Trade Agreements details and mind it, it's damn fooking difficult to find.. And also doing business in France & Australia. All the table manners n shitty stuffs.. ARgh..

Just dropped by to complain abit.. Hehehe.. Hope ur won't be stressed upon reading this.. Ooops...

Okie, tml... Lemme think... I forgot what time is my tutorial.. But there's no HRM this week coz of E-learning.. And still have to submit my HRM group work tutorial to the tutor.. There are jus too much stuffs which r coming n coming n coming.. :P

Oh, i at the forever never blog king's house.. He's busy doing his "project" some drawing things on his program.. Haiz.. Both of us are sooooo busy this weekend.... Grr....

Okie.. enuff of my complains... Hehe... Rest well my pals.. Have a good night rest.. Especially Jessie.. Take care of yourself lehz.. Dun keep eating ice... No good for ur health and remb to eat ur medicine..!!! =]


Hi guys. Guess where am I now? I'm at our forever never blog king's house which is my darling's house. Haha. Just came back from dinner, now he's playing PS2.. Some racing game? Haha.. Looks fun but i don't know how to play nia. And also realli kinda no time to play. Lolx.

Haiz, i kept sighing, i also don't know why. My head feels heavy and i feel so full now. Probably becoz of that uh. Becoz of the full-ness. Nora sms me jus nw, asking me whether i'm going to the AES carnival tmlz, but i'm not going. Nora is the gurl i knew in AES ard Sec 1 but she repeated becoz of some illness i think. We always say FA-QUAR when we c each other. Surprised eh. This malay fren quite nice. =] She's in NP too, saw her tt time. Glad i got her numb.

Doing some stupid n boring research on my economics project now. It's on ASEAN. Actually there's many parts to which we must research, but we split the parts among ourselves to lighten the load. If not, i will sure sigh until i have no breath anymore. :P And i have to do research on cross cultural something about Australia and France. Gonna present it soon. For my etiquette class. *sigh* Getting sick of my sighing huh?

This morning woke up and saw that it was raining and my dad's alarm was ringing like nobody's biz n he didnt even bother to off it. So eventually i woke up and wonder if i should go to the prize thing. Then sms Yvoone told her, i dun actually feel much like going, since it was pouring like hell. She sms me back in a while time, saying that she dun feel like going since her parents wasn't going. But after a while, decided to go after a few sms-es since she said she has already woken up & was already preparing. So just go lor. Anyway i was wide awake after sms-ing her. =]

So went to kick my dad awake. No lah. Not so daring. Went to shrug him awake and ask " u still wan to go anot? " He was like kan cheong " huh? yao lah. ji dian liao? " So we went after half an hr of preparing. =]

And i wore my office pants and gior black top n heels. Still not considered too formal yet. =] Lucky.

So we reach there, wondering if the red parking lot is available, but heck care it, just park there. Then we went in, and i was like paisay. Haha. Coz not much people arrived yet. And the SC(student council) people were staring. Haha. So took the lift n went down to the LT 68 and registered. Took my sticker and paste onto my shirt.

So called my dear Yvoone and she arrived shortly after. Hehe. So we tok tok, chat chat & ask qian bian questions. But my questions, she always nv laugh one. Never give me face. Haha. But anyway the MC and director all those shiet tok for around 1 hour and there was this gold medal graduate from NP who gave a speech lor. Nothing much. Then finally our damn turn to went up and pass our slip to the MC who will then read our name and the module for the prize. Luckily i nv fall down. Oops.

Then went to buy lunch for my bro at teck whye and my dad gave me $50, better than nothing right. But anyway the book prize was just a certificate and money which was being credited to my account. And so, my kiasu dad went to frame it up. Lolx.

But anyway i think i am tokin too much here. Type until my hand become sour, must go n put sugar liaoz. =] Not funny ar?? Never mind lo. Oops!!!

 


Hola! Just came back from lunch with mum at her workplace. Which was at teck whye's supermarket there. Not bad uh. She managed to sold 12 of her stuff. Don know whats tt called. It's xi yi fen in Chinese. Lolx.

Decided to bought a " Chicken & liver in chunks " for both my doggies. I don't think they have any afternoon treat before. Only 1 meal per day which is in the afternoon. Pathetic right. No mah, Beauty sure needs to slim down. She is FAT man. Oops. Both of em lying under my bed and er, sleeping right now. They shouldn't be dogs, but pigs.

But the treat sure does smell nice. Even i'm tempted to eat it. But decided not. Lolx. If not, i'm pretty sure someone will definately admit me into the woodbridge hospital.

Ok, let's talk about my draggy morning. My spanish test was okie. And i think i have some sortda oral test coming up pretty soon. The week after next if i'm not wrong. Stressed up. Who says poly is like honeymoon-ing? I'll sure kick the ass outta that person. And my biz etiquette was like BOO! Coz they was like forgot the lines. And we didnt even rehearsal b4 that. Hmp. W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L. Like real. Real pissed off okie.

And we learnt about table manners, each of us supposed to sit at the table and use different culterys to eat different dish.  And well, i just realised that eating fish in business etiquette uses a different knife & u have to hold it like a pencil. But i was like yawning all the way. Pekhar, u know it best! Realli feel like taking out my jaws. Grr.. Lolx.

But i feel lik every week's tutorial is already taking a part of me away. Mentally. There's so much things to remb. And each week, different subject got e-learning. And i'm like blur blur one lor. But nevertheless, I'm still proud of the fact that I managed to tackle my IEF's tutorial for this week. Ho Ho Ho.

Chatting with Peifeng now, she's in the atrium. And i'm pratically begging her to update her blog. And she say she's busy surfing the net. Porn ahz? Oops! Joking lahz. Haha. Don't let me c u ahbo i hantam ur head until it becomes flat. =P

I'm off to do my tutorials. My eyes r closing. YAWNZ. School's such a drag. Yucks.


I think my previous blog entry was damn stupid. But nvm, just let it be there.. Lolx..
 
Just got back home, got a good and nice bath. And finally settle down on my computer chair and start looking at my law tutorial for tml. I have already done half of it. And now, the other half is happily smiling at me, waiting for me to do it. Feel like giving it a tight slap. Oops. Haha.
 
Went the alumni clubhouse cafe to eat near SIM. The food's there great manz. Slurp. I ate the fish and chips. And it was quite superb considering that i actually finish off the whole dish ( which i normally don't ) Haha.
 
Just now meet ben since he was on holiday! Clearing leave! Shiok huh.. Went to his place for dinner.. =] And then studied my spanish there while he test me on some of the vocabularly. Hee hee..
 
I'm quite lazy now though although the law thing is waiting for me. But but but!! I must finish it no matter what otherwise, i can't have a good sleep tonight. That's me. Bleah. Sucks manz.
 
Sorry for not updating for so long. Hehe.
 
Spanish test on thurs... Jiewei! Have u taken your test?
 
Oh ya, who wanna go steamboat at the suntec there? The indoors that one, but i'm not really sure whats the name. Think it will cost ard $25+ for dinner. But it looks nice. GATHERING GATHERING! PHOTOS PHOTOS! *yum yum*
 
Wil b going for the award thing this sat. And i'm still racking my brain on what to wear. This is such a chore. Looking forward to roller blading at east coast with ben this sat too! Hooray! He's my mentor for the day! =] *smirk smirk*
 
Okie, gotta finish up my law tutorial. Cheerios guys.. Will update soon oh...


I'm alright now pals~! Hehee... Sorted out my thinking..!
 
It wasnt meant to be....! No fate.... No use crying over spilled milk right?
 
I am looking forward to tmlz..!
 
Uh hmm!
 
Dun worry bt me alright friends? Realli fine now.. =] It's a miracle i got over it this fast! Woohoo!!
 
Btw pekhar, i changed my blog song liaoz lahz.. Happy anot.. Ur fav song..! I know u r hinting me to listen to the lyrics right.. I know u can't live without me... ^_^ Hoo hoo hoo!
 
Btw in correction to my previous blog entry, it's not sung by Kelly Clarkson but it was Kimberly Locke dude!! Sorry sorry!! =] Think nobody will care anyway...
 
I think i'm going to slp soon.. Meeting my boy at erm, 1030am...!
 
So sorry to Jean for cancelling our date coz of my project this noon.. Surry gurl if u r reading this.. *wonder if u will read anyway, lolx*
 
My bedtime...! ZzZzZzzZZ....



I'm so pissed right now. And i feel faint.
 
Just vent my anger by kicking on the walls.
 
I called thrg 98.7 on my 1st try. To get the rasmus tix to it's KL concert.
 
DJ Vernon asked me to sing the chorus. Fine i sang. But i actually only know abit of the lyrics nia. So i sang half the chorus. But i dunnoe the rest of the lyrics. So ta ma de. the tix r GONE. The most "dui" thing was that, they were playing the song before the call thrg thing. grrrrr!!!
 
KL leh. The rasmus lehz. got through on the 1st try lehz.
 
Haiz. I am so upset now. Terribly.
 
But whatever, maybe i'm not meant to go there. Maybe when i go there, i will kana kidnapped. So maybe someone is trying to protect me.
 
But whats so funny was, all the way when i was toking to the DJ, Ben was making funny faces at me in the car. Coz he was driving. And when i took out my phone from his bag saying that i wanna try calling, he say by the time u take out the phone already finish liaoz.
 
So he was making funny faces all the while when i was toking n singing. And when i asked him if he could help me sing abit if he knew, he still make funny faces. Realli v funny. He tot i was joking all the way. ^_^
 
But now, well forget it bahz. Felt better after a good cry. I know i sound silly, cry over such things. But really very gek sim ok. Ur imagine lahz, ur almost won KL trip then suddenly becoz u didnt know the lyrics end up the tix r gone, how will u feel lor..
 
I think i'll be better off doing my tutorial n stop listening to 98.7 for 1 month.
 
My recuperation period.



I received a letter from NP addressed to my dad and to me, saying that I had the best performance in LMS. Ok, what kind of shiet is tt? For a moment, i wonder if they had sent to the wrong person and to the wrong address. But i check and check.. Eh nothing wrong lehz? Everything was right..

And i have to go to a Towards Outstanding Performance Book Prize presentation ceremony on 24th july? And the dress code was smart casual. Gawd. Does this mean i really really really have to go?

I guess i'm not going. Its at 9am, too early and i just wan to spare myself the trouble of thinking what to wear. Haiz. But on the other hand, really would like to give myself a wonderful memory of u know, receiving prize. Haha. Realli in a dilemma.

Just reach home, had lunchie with my mum at her workplace's foodcourt. Etiquette class finishes at 11 plus. I love etiquette class only for that reason. Haha. Haiz.

I have got law project, fmgt project, Etiquette role play next week, Spanish test next week, cma project, submit cma e learning project work asap, law tutorial to do, study my damn spanish, ief tutorial.

Just a quick check to remind myself what i've got to do. Great, so many shiets cramming up my brain cells. How interestin. I'm so "happy". "HAPPY SHA LA LA LA, BABY I'M SO HAPPY, SHA LA LA LA"

Later finally will be meeting my ben ben. WOOHOO.

Btw, i'm hooked onto the song " without you " by kelly clarkson duet with clay aiken.

Let me sing for ur.. "WITH....OUT....YOU....WHERE DO I BELONG..... with...out...you.... how can i go OoNnNnN?"





Long time never blog? Haha.. Though it's only like 3 days?

I'm wrapping my hair in a towel now, just applied my hair with the olive oil conditioner? It sure feels oily manz.. Yucks.. Wanted to buy the less-greasy one, but it costs alot more exp. So didnt buy in the end..

Anyway i realised my thumbdrive was inside my cosmetics bag when i lost it that time! OH MY GAWD! Although only 32MB, but still.. feels like strangling myself.. I heard from my friend this yr's freshies getting the 64MB thumb-drive.. Not fair right and their laptop's much more nicer than ours.. Bleah.. Whatever.. Erm, for those who dont know what a thumb-drive is hor.. It's like a diskette like tt, but it works with USB hub one. Can store documents inside one and much more much more smaller than a diskette..

Anyway, had late lunch at SIM Cafe just now with Grace, WeiBin, Siew Teng and Elvin. Elvin's our new classmate. From e army or something. Had beef spaghetti.. Looks more like meat minced noodles. Not going to eat that again i think. Waste my money. =P Also has a presentation tutorial for CMA in the morning and it was just sianz sianz and more sianz.. But luckily it's over..

Yest did my FMGT quiz and i got 20/20! Woohoo.. Had a sense of accomplishment when i finished the thing.. *GLAD*

I feel i'm so busy nowadays. Although busy, but still glad coz i lived everyday with a purpose. Every day when i wake up, i know what i wan to do. Not like in the holidays, wake up still blur blur -ah? afternoon liaoz ah?- No meaning at all.. At least life is more chong shi this way.. *DOUBLE GLAD*

And the damn good news is that, he's coming back tmlz and i'll be meeting him tmlz nitez.. *TRIPLE GLAD* I've been waiting sooo long for tomolo..

Let's tok bt yest, had lunch at AL-AZHAR. Didnt manage to finish my prata. And my classmates were all like, "oh, not again" Coz dey know i everytime sure leave a small portion of my food one.. But definately not for the toyol to eat or whatever.. Oh crap, why am i linking to all dese? Idiotic..

Then Elvin drove us back to sch for our IEF tutorial.. Managed to listen with 100% attentiveness and I understood! Woohoo~~

Saw Mei Xing in the morning and Waikeen when I was going home. They were both in my course! MY long awaited juniors! So glad.. =]

Gonna bum around for a while before bathing.. Hafta wait for ard half an hr more? Haiz.. Nvm.. Surf forum!!! CHIONG AHH!!



Just bathe and woohoo, it sure does feel great! But gonna sleep soon.. I'm feeling guilty for staying up this late ( well, it aint i know that ) since i have classes at 10 tmlz.. I'm an early bird u see.. :P

Pekhar came my house this afternoon.. Asked me to help her burn her fren's Ocean pirated CD onto the CD-RW she brought along.. But then i tried and tried.. Still cannot.. So sorry pal~ Did my best~ Next time i burn another one compensate your loss.. Haha.. :P

So she was feeling sick all day long.. And i think her temp rose to 38. something degrees.. And she went to see a doc after she went home..

And then i called and sms her.. Ask her not to be so qian bian since she wanted to give up her NDP tix.. I was so GRRR.. Coz i didnt get the tix and there she was, wanting to give up the tix when she actually GOT IT!!

And so back to the topic, we chatted and then decided to go collect the NDP tix which by then when we hung up was 7.15pm, so we rushed and agreed to meet at 7.25pm or so. I changed my clothes in the fastest speed and chiong to the LRT station.. I WAS EARLY!! 1st time in the history!!

So we chiong to the MRT station and kept praying that we will be in time. Then finally reaches there at 8.50pm when the thing will b closing at 9pm.. There was NO ONE there! Except the staffs and some army guys.. The malay guy who served us was talking as if he was talkin to an ant.. I bet even my SHYIEST volume of voice will even beat his volume.. I really can't stand it and he kept hearing PH's HP no wrongly, end up had to correct 3 times in the system. AH DOI!

Ok, so everyone treated us as if we were aliens. So what if we collect our tix 10mins b4 the closing time.. Hey we r the queens ok! Oops! No lahz.. Jus joking..

Finally she got the tix and she kept thanking me for dragging her along out.. BTH HER! So lor so.. OOPS!

On our way home in the MRT, we were kana invaded by swamps of Indians with the typical Indian smell.. I'm not being a discriminist here, but jus stating what i had felt and saw at that moment of time.. And anyway, there's this weird thing, i can't stand Indian's smell and i was holding my breath half the time. And there was this indian guy whose back kept clinging on to mine And i could feel his was like all sweaty.. Yuks..

Tired of typing liaoz.. Haha.. Going to sleep soon.. I feel as if my brain has been working OT today.. Been doin my tutorials for the past 2 days.. My poor brain sure deserved a good break!

Oh ya, Betsy's sis bf leaving for australia tmlz and he's in the same uni as ben.. I feel so sad for her sis.. I hate goodbyes.. But nvm, 2 years will pass very fast.. Strong love will be able to withstand anything.. Let time prove everything...

Yawnz.. Class starts at 10 and ends at 3 tmlz.. Yawnz...

Good night gurls and boys... =]


I miss him so much. Sob sob. It's been so loong since i saw him. =[

I find it so difficult to concentrate on IEF when studying till halfway. I dont know. Its quite diff to understand. Haiz. Will try my best.

Now doing my HRM tutorial 1st. Don wanna waste my time looking at IEF. Later than fix IEF.

Been so moody these few days. Probably because of my period. Haiz. It's always like this. Idiotic.

Studying at home now, decided not to go JE liao since me and pekhar find it quite diff to study outside at times. I bet we will end up talking instead. Haha.

Hmm, hope thursday comes soon. =]

Yr 2 really sucks btw.

Seniors lied to me. Saying Yr1 is honeymoon. But NOT! Yr1 is like initial HELL and then YR2 is like the mid level of HELL and YR3 will be UTIMATE HELL!!

Hiz. Doing really nothing now. Dun feel like studying coz tml going to JE library to study. Will b studying my IEF i guess. And also do my tutorial.

My stupid IEF lecturer was kinda like an old witch. She that time said that the average grade for IEF is D. Which i think is true. Coz seniors all said this module was quite difficult. ?_? A guy was asking her something in the lecture when everyone was leaving. Realli SHOUTED. " Dun use that tone on ME!! Your tone seems to imply something. You should checked that last week!!! " And the guy was also fed up with her. He turned back and replied while he was walking away when she said all dose " Ok ok, sorry.. " And then she shouted again and he turned back and said " ok sorry mdm " But i think the tone seem to imply like " ok fcukin bitch, i say sorry liao.. enuff liao anot.. fcuk off!!"

Oops was a bit rough. Sorry. ^_^

Hmm yesterday went West mall to meet my cousin Xiaohan after meeting my mum at blk 253 for lunch during her lunch break. Shopped ard with her and then went to Sakae Sushi. And the stingy me ate only 2 plates of sushi. Haha. And she ate 5 plates. Coz i budget mah. Then she see me like this, also follow me budget liao. Lolx.

Then shop somemore. Went to MOS BURGER to ask if they still have the milk shake but too bad, no. Haiz. Went to eat dinner at MAC. An early dinner. Lolx. Were talking all e way. Very fun. Coz long time din meet up with her liaoz.

Then went to the bus inter and sat at the platform there. And talk while watch antiques walking by. Did ur ever see "antiques" walking b4? I'm sure if anyone saw that, the antiques will have fetch a very high price! Imagine a antique which could walk!! You dont see that everyday!

No lahz, the antiques i am referring to is, the ah bengs. They were like smoking there and talking quite loudly. All i can say is that they r attention seekers. Then one of the guy went to get phone numb from a sec sch gurl. But failed or smth. Then when he walked back to his frens, his arms .. Grr... I tell u... Realli is swing until can drop ahz.. More than 180 degrees ahz.. Wah biang.. He think what? He's the ah meng of the SG zoo ahz?

I realli bth lor.. Then bought tissues from e old lady sitting there. Gave her $1. She wanted to gif me 1 "tiao" tissue but i jus took 1 pkt nia. Jus wanna be of sum help to her lahz. My cousin more generous. Gif $2. Haha.

Then we sat on the platform, like betting with each other the people who came next how many pkts of tissue will they take and how much will dey gif. There was this lady who gave $1 and took 1 tiao tissue. Then we were like saying her. Lolx. Bo liao right i know.

My attachment will b starting on june next yr i think. This coming vacation will be for class 1-13. But luckily my class is 25. I was shocked when i saw the thing " Industrial Training Program " Not becoz of the attachment and misery pay shiet, but becoz if i have to work this vacation, i can't go on a holiday with ben anymore. Lucky its not tis sem. Wohoo.

Had a long nice chat with jean today in the bus again today. Hee hee. Both of us wans to specliase in HRM. Hopefully will end up in e same class.

My projs r coming n coming like shiet.

Haiz. Dont have mood to blog anymore. Keke.

Gd night. Gotta catch a nice sleep le.

HapPpy BirThdaY tO Jessie!!! 18 years old liaoz wor.. Zai ye bu shi xiao bu dian le! Lolx. My very very sincere and best wishes to you and ur goat. Hopin that ur will drop the RED bomb on us soon. Oh no, if ur get married, wun there be many little jess n little goats? TIAN XIA DA RUAN!

Haha. Had my biz law and CMA tutorial today. We are supposed to present our answers for every tutorial. Wonderful isn't it? It's like going for a tutorial presentation every week. But good in the sense that, my fear of presenting is getting lesser and lesser now. =] And we had another round of intro again coz there were a few more 'extra' people in my class. They joined my CMA tutorial but they r in year 3 liao. Coz i think some of em is ITE one. The modules they took r hop lai hop qu one.

Made to say why we come to BA ( again?!?? ) and our 1st choice, how many siblings we have all tt stuffs. It's kind of retarded.

Realized that many of my tutors r damn strict. Guess they aren't so lenient as compared to my 1st yr tutors. No fun at all. Hehe. But only left a year with my current class. Got to really cherish em and make the most outta it.

Supposed to go far east with grace and xiuting for shopping today. But postphoned to Monday. Coz we were all kind of lazy today.

Had a good chat with Jean in 985 on my way home today. Finds tt our situation is so much in common. And gotta say sorry to Weida, her bf for 'booking' her for so long. Coz she came and sit with me to tok in the bus. =]

Stomach cramp now. Duh. Hope it wun worsen. Haiz.

Another 9 more days before i can see ben. Countdown.

Will be having spanish tmlz. Hope i can understand this time round. Damn idiotic.

Anyway thanks u guys for ur advice. I realise it's kind of stupid to get sooo upset over my um, pencil case. Haha. Thank pekhar, for making me look like a primary 1 student. Hehe. JK. =] HUGZ!

Got to relax abit if not i will go mad? Lame excuse for myself to slack? Lolx. Whatever.

It's an unlucky day for me.

I lost my pencil case with lots of my good pens inside and my maybelline foundation and my elizabeth arden blusher. And i almost lost my student card,atm all that.

It rained when i was on my way home.

I can't understand my IEF tutorial.

3 shit things happened.

I dont know is it good or bad. Losing it means i can get to buy new one. But i have to use MONEY and buy also which i'm currently short of. Anyone willing to spare me any? Jus joking.

Still feeling sore about it.

I dont know where i lose it. But i think it's somewhere between LT45 and on my way to SIM that restaurant.

I hate myself for being so careless.

That day i almost lost my pouch which contains my book's money. Which is ard $70. Luckily i saw it on e floor b4 i went off.

I am so pissed. Just filed a lost report to the counter thrg the net. And Elvin also helped me find. That's my new classmate. Since he drove, ask him to shun bian go SIM and ask for me. And he called me to get my particulars to fill e lost report.

I dont know why i am getting so pissed about this. It's jus some pens and makeup. But got sentimental value ok! Haiz.

I will try to understand IEF tutorial later. I'm so sad right now.

Darling promises to buy me a new one when he come out.

And my ruler jus dropped. Another unlucky incident today added to my list.

Hiz everyone. Just came back from a 'late' dinner with ben at my coffeshop downstairs. Ate hor fun but i only ate like 3/4 of the plate. Lolx. He was waiting for me like siao. He's driving home now. Supposed to come my house tonight but i decided not, because a good rest will be good for him since he will b on standby from tmlz to next fri. Which means no booking out.

I did my International Economics & Finance tutorial just now and i was stuck. I kept cursing myself. And i wish i can slam my head against the table. But i think better not, jus in case i become stupidier. :P

Today my class had a kind of intro thing. It's my HRM tutorial. And we were made to write what sch we were from and what fav pastimes we had, tel, fav subject and dreamjob. And so unluckily, he picked my paper out from e lot. And asked the class " Do ur know cindy well?" And he became to ask em to guess like, whats my fav pastime. Surprisingly, they guessed correctly since it was the usual gurl's stuff. Shopping and surfing net.

And then proceeded onto my dreamjob. Everybody shouted nurse. How true. Nurse was my 1st choice, 2nd social worker 3rd HRM. The 3rd one kind of not true. Supposed to be the 4th. 3rd should be to be the boss of my own pet shop/vet. Have u noticed all my dreamjobs is kind of helping people/animals one? I also dunnoe why like tt.

Haiz. I miss u alot, if u're reading this, boy. I wish thursday will come faster. Dun be so stressed from ur job okie? Remember ur promise? Update ur blog today? Better dun exceed 12am hor. Let's see.

Went to pass Melinda micro books today outside her class. She had a hard time getting out of her class and i was like, so paisay standing outside her class with cheryl. But luckily managed to pass her the books successfully. =]

I have come out with an idea to help me save money. I will record how much i save in my blog okie? I really can't think of any better idea. I need to save bit by bit to replace what i had withdrawn from ny account in e holidays. And then only can i buy e thing i want. Hope this will train my determination. Hope i dun gif up halfway. =]

I'll start from erm, $2 first ya? =] I'm not rich so i'll just put $2 first.

I'm going to send cheryl CMA tutorial to her mail now.

I hope he's back home safely.

I'll try typing my CMA tutorial out. I dont know. I'm quite lazy now. Maybe tmlz since the tutorial is on w3d.

Good night my good friends. Sweet dreamz. * BIG HUGZ FOR U GURLZ *



Gurls as i listen to Vitamic C - Graduation, i can't help but memories of us in AES drifted back into my mind. It has always been there all along. And i sometimes think of the days we had. I missed those days. As we go on, i wonder if memories of us in u gurl's mind will fade anot. Will we still think and care for each other as much as b4 and think of those days?

I miss AES. The teachers. The fellow students. The canteen auntie. The band. my flute n piccolo. The marching days. Our band senior. I missed the 1st day when i went to my new class 3/3 and met all of u wonderful guys and then ur scare us by ghost stories, ended up screaming and heads den turned like nobody's business. I missed music lessons. I miss my recorder.

I miss sitting down at the study area and talk about crap. I miss lining up after recess at e basketball court and helping each other massage the shoulders. I miss the sun shining on the basketball court. I miss maths, english, chinese, accounts. I miss studying with u all. I miss PE-ing even though Jess, JL and me were always finding exucses to skip PE and wrote the MC letter ourself.

I miss my uniform even though it sucks. I miss running to e canteen with all of u to e canteen to 'book' seats. I miss the way we organize each other's birthday, always putting in effort to try to surprise the bday gurl. I miss eating maggie mee at px's hse when we were studying for i can't remb what. I miss singing SHE - Belief on e stage when e whole sch was watching it. I miss the way we encourage one another.

I miss the days with moon kah and caroline they all when i was sec 1 n 2. I miss preparing for our literature skit. I miss sprinkling flour at moon kah on her bday with caroline & ended up being scolded by passer-by and made to clean the whole void deck. I miss band camps. I miss the sec 1 camp.

I miss going to band dinner with jialing dey all. I miss my scores. I miss the SYF days even though i was tanned to a bangladesh skin. I miss u guys.

I miss those days. I really do.

Although poly days r ok though, everything's cool. It will never be comparable to the day we had. That's e most beautiful memory i had and i will always be proud of the fact that u gurls r my sista! My shopping khakis! =]

Feels so long as if i haven blog. This has become a habit. Lolx.

Today's spanish was err.. KNS! Estafania taught us singular and pural verbs. "Hola, buenas tardes. Yo soy Cindy " Wonderful. I am getting all mised up in the 1st lesson. There r so many verbs to learn. Argh. I never knew it was this tough. I should have taken japanese. I'm going to revise maybe later. If not, i can't even catch up withbthe 2nd lesson.

Finally saw Jessie in Np jus now. Was having my jap food lunch with xiu ting, grace and ka yan in canteen 1. It was soo hot becoz we were sitting at the side. Too crowded and no more empty tables. And the table is v dirty. Yucks. Didnt finish my jap food. Then Jess msg me if i have 2 more micro-economics txtbook for her friends so shun bian ask my friends. Got it from Grace and myself. Selling for $16. Saw her when she was climbing up the stairs to e canteen. Lolx.

Went to check out the book list at the atrium with Grace. Our books cost a lot of shit money. HRM costs $42.8. Happiness. Xiu Ting's helping me ask her friend if they wanna sell a set to me. Heh heh. Realli too exp liaoz. Grace bought the biz law txt. All words. No pictures at all. Wanna faint when i see it. -_-''

Biz etiquette was alright. But was plain boring. She taught about good mannerisms, professionalism in office etc. And she used my bag for demo! And put it on e floor. Luckily she nv stamp on it. Lolx. Luckily dere was no self intro today. Only took turns to pronounce the spanish alphabets properly.

Saw my cousin yesterday. [Xiao han & Kerin], i saw Ah-mei aka Gwen. That was her christian name. She asked me not to store her name as Ah mei in my phonebook but as Gwen, but i still did anyway. :P She's studying in Nafa, fahsion studies, opening sch in july. Think she was rushing to work at orchard so nv call her. Lolx. Only sms her. =]

Great, now my lips has an ulcer. And it hurts. shiet.

Gonna bathe soon, feel disgusting to have my make up still on my face. Yucks.

Ben's coming my place tonight! Yoooohoooo!

I dropped my phone into the toilet bowl and dun even tink about how i managed to retrieve it.. lolx... but luckily the water is clean and it's not too deep...

Okie.. suayest day in my life...

What model do ur think i should buy or even think i may not buy one at all..

What the hell...

Why must this kind of thing happen to me...

I know i am being gross here... but if ur phone drop into toilet bowl i mean, u will retrieve it no matter what right... What the hell... The phone auto off itself and i think realli CMI liaoz..

Maybe use my mum's phone for the time being while i save money or what lor...

I'm going to buy a plastic protective cover to protect my "new" handphone.. Damn it..

HAI!!

Suay suay suay suay suay suay!!!


I love this song currently playing on my blog now.. I must burn it onto a disc and listen to it everyday, every min and every second.. There's this new track out by Natasha Bedingfield - Single, quite nice also.. But i'm looking for ashley simpson's song.. The queue in MIRC is simply too much to bear..

*yawnz*

Tired liaoz..

*sneeze*

It's cold..

Lamer..!


I seriously don't know what's up with my yesterday which makes me blog kind of like a suicidal blog? Sorry guys, to make ur worry.. I think i'm seriously down with some fooking mental problem which gets me down every now and then..

Anyway did ur watch the news yesterday? Terrible huh? A man in his 30s jumped into the MRt trackway when it was approaching and i tink his body was spilt into 2 huh.. I mean, what the hell did he did that for? Make his death a historical one? If wanna commit suicide, at least jump down from building or what lah.. At the very damn least, not as painful as being slit into 2 right..

Ok, back to my boring sch life, etiquette ends at erm.. 1o plus today.. And Grace & Siew Teng & Me went to eat lunch at canteen 1.. I had my chicken teriyaki set which was the 1st time i'm having tt.. Pathetic right.. 2nd yr in NP and this is my 1st time eating tt.. But overall, still ok lah.. I don't know why, these few days.. My food were all finished until e plate was sparkling clean.. I mean, i wasn't even leaving a portion behind which i usually do.. This was a miracle! And of course, my friends were amazed too..

Btw, i got back my spanish test.. I got 18.5/20! Hooray... A few careless here and there, if not, i think i should be able to get full marks.. But e teacher said our performance as a class was quite bad.. Since i think some of us got quite low..

Yest ben rushed to my place after he finished his erm, dinnner with his boss they all? But think he made up an excuse and then escape to my house.. Hehe! Sweet guy.. And we fell asleep after dinner until ard 1145pm, and i woke him up and inform him tt it was time to go home~! If not, it will get pretty late..

I'm so tired right now, physically and mentally.. Really feel like getting a good and nice and comfy sleep on my bed right now.. But i can't afford it.. I still haven't finished my FMGT tutorial which da-da is due tomolo.. I mean, not due lah.. Tutor also wun care u got do anot.. Just that if nv do, there's this guilty feeling stucked inside.. So must find a way to get rid of it asap..

During our lecture, 2 persons will be asked to stand in front of the class and summarise the lecture.. And it will be my turn pretty soon i guess.. See how they do it first...

I feel like changing my blog address.. There's just too many people reading my current blog now and sometimes it's really difficult to say out what i really am thinking... Maybe... Not now though.. Can't afford the time to sit there and change the template..

Hmm.. Kind of addicted to THE SIMS again recently....

Log off le... Take care....


Seriously i just wanna gif myself a a farking kick on my butt.

I just wanna kill myself, let my blood out and die.

I'm so so so tired. Realli tired. With a capital T.

Let me go.


I got my driving basic theory book from ben's mum! Hehe... Finally feel as if i am finally getting a license! But there's still a long way to go...

Just changed my clothes & setting off for the damn sch very soon... Business Law lecture at 1pm and ends at 3pm and then go home time! Fast right... Hope no one says have to stay back for what project.. If not i sure KA BONG my head on the wall 1st...

I miss him so so so much.... I hope he doesnt tire himself out since he works on his proj till quite late yest... Not meeting him today... Must let him have enuff rest...

I'm so damn hot & I'm wearing a jacket right now.. Becoz i'm wearin a pink spaghetti inside & i sure doesn't want to wear it w/o my jacket... Feels weird...

I've got to start preparing my bag liaoz... Take care everyone... Make sure ur update ur blog frequent enuff horz.. Bleah! Hehee...


Yo Yo Yo! I think most of your went to the carnival right? Sounds fun.. Have been researching n researching for the past few hrs... Haiz.. I really wanna collapse liaoz... Researching for my ASEAN-CHINA and ASEAN-JAPAN Free Trade Agreements details and mind it, it's damn fooking difficult to find.. And also doing business in France & Australia. All the table manners n shitty stuffs.. ARgh..

Just dropped by to complain abit.. Hehehe.. Hope ur won't be stressed upon reading this.. Ooops...

Okie, tml... Lemme think... I forgot what time is my tutorial.. But there's no HRM this week coz of E-learning.. And still have to submit my HRM group work tutorial to the tutor.. There are jus too much stuffs which r coming n coming n coming.. :P

Oh, i at the forever never blog king's house.. He's busy doing his "project" some drawing things on his program.. Haiz.. Both of us are sooooo busy this weekend.... Grr....

Okie.. enuff of my complains... Hehe... Rest well my pals.. Have a good night rest.. Especially Jessie.. Take care of yourself lehz.. Dun keep eating ice... No good for ur health and remb to eat ur medicine..!!! =]


Hi guys. Guess where am I now? I'm at our forever never blog king's house which is my darling's house. Haha. Just came back from dinner, now he's playing PS2.. Some racing game? Haha.. Looks fun but i don't know how to play nia. And also realli kinda no time to play. Lolx.

Haiz, i kept sighing, i also don't know why. My head feels heavy and i feel so full now. Probably becoz of that uh. Becoz of the full-ness. Nora sms me jus nw, asking me whether i'm going to the AES carnival tmlz, but i'm not going. Nora is the gurl i knew in AES ard Sec 1 but she repeated becoz of some illness i think. We always say FA-QUAR when we c each other. Surprised eh. This malay fren quite nice. =] She's in NP too, saw her tt time. Glad i got her numb.

Doing some stupid n boring research on my economics project now. It's on ASEAN. Actually there's many parts to which we must research, but we split the parts among ourselves to lighten the load. If not, i will sure sigh until i have no breath anymore. :P And i have to do research on cross cultural something about Australia and France. Gonna present it soon. For my etiquette class. *sigh* Getting sick of my sighing huh?

This morning woke up and saw that it was raining and my dad's alarm was ringing like nobody's biz n he didnt even bother to off it. So eventually i woke up and wonder if i should go to the prize thing. Then sms Yvoone told her, i dun actually feel much like going, since it was pouring like hell. She sms me back in a while time, saying that she dun feel like going since her parents wasn't going. But after a while, decided to go after a few sms-es since she said she has already woken up & was already preparing. So just go lor. Anyway i was wide awake after sms-ing her. =]

So went to kick my dad awake. No lah. Not so daring. Went to shrug him awake and ask " u still wan to go anot? " He was like kan cheong " huh? yao lah. ji dian liao? " So we went after half an hr of preparing. =]

And i wore my office pants and gior black top n heels. Still not considered too formal yet. =] Lucky.

So we reach there, wondering if the red parking lot is available, but heck care it, just park there. Then we went in, and i was like paisay. Haha. Coz not much people arrived yet. And the SC(student council) people were staring. Haha. So took the lift n went down to the LT 68 and registered. Took my sticker and paste onto my shirt.

So called my dear Yvoone and she arrived shortly after. Hehe. So we tok tok, chat chat & ask qian bian questions. But my questions, she always nv laugh one. Never give me face. Haha. But anyway the MC and director all those shiet tok for around 1 hour and there was this gold medal graduate from NP who gave a speech lor. Nothing much. Then finally our damn turn to went up and pass our slip to the MC who will then read our name and the module for the prize. Luckily i nv fall down. Oops.

Then went to buy lunch for my bro at teck whye and my dad gave me $50, better than nothing right. But anyway the book prize was just a certificate and money which was being credited to my account. And so, my kiasu dad went to frame it up. Lolx.

But anyway i think i am tokin too much here. Type until my hand become sour, must go n put sugar liaoz. =] Not funny ar?? Never mind lo. Oops!!!

 


Hola! Just came back from lunch with mum at her workplace. Which was at teck whye's supermarket there. Not bad uh. She managed to sold 12 of her stuff. Don know whats tt called. It's xi yi fen in Chinese. Lolx.

Decided to bought a " Chicken & liver in chunks " for both my doggies. I don't think they have any afternoon treat before. Only 1 meal per day which is in the afternoon. Pathetic right. No mah, Beauty sure needs to slim down. She is FAT man. Oops. Both of em lying under my bed and er, sleeping right now. They shouldn't be dogs, but pigs.

But the treat sure does smell nice. Even i'm tempted to eat it. But decided not. Lolx. If not, i'm pretty sure someone will definately admit me into the woodbridge hospital.

Ok, let's talk about my draggy morning. My spanish test was okie. And i think i have some sortda oral test coming up pretty soon. The week after next if i'm not wrong. Stressed up. Who says poly is like honeymoon-ing? I'll sure kick the ass outta that person. And my biz etiquette was like BOO! Coz they was like forgot the lines. And we didnt even rehearsal b4 that. Hmp. W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L. Like real. Real pissed off okie.

And we learnt about table manners, each of us supposed to sit at the table and use different culterys to eat different dish.  And well, i just realised that eating fish in business etiquette uses a different knife & u have to hold it like a pencil. But i was like yawning all the way. Pekhar, u know it best! Realli feel like taking out my jaws. Grr.. Lolx.

But i feel lik every week's tutorial is already taking a part of me away. Mentally. There's so much things to remb. And each week, different subject got e-learning. And i'm like blur blur one lor. But nevertheless, I'm still proud of the fact that I managed to tackle my IEF's tutorial for this week. Ho Ho Ho.

Chatting with Peifeng now, she's in the atrium. And i'm pratically begging her to update her blog. And she say she's busy surfing the net. Porn ahz? Oops! Joking lahz. Haha. Don't let me c u ahbo i hantam ur head until it becomes flat. =P

I'm off to do my tutorials. My eyes r closing. YAWNZ. School's such a drag. Yucks.


I think my previous blog entry was damn stupid. But nvm, just let it be there.. Lolx..
 
Just got back home, got a good and nice bath. And finally settle down on my computer chair and start looking at my law tutorial for tml. I have already done half of it. And now, the other half is happily smiling at me, waiting for me to do it. Feel like giving it a tight slap. Oops. Haha.
 
Went the alumni clubhouse cafe to eat near SIM. The food's there great manz. Slurp. I ate the fish and chips. And it was quite superb considering that i actually finish off the whole dish ( which i normally don't ) Haha.
 
Just now meet ben since he was on holiday! Clearing leave! Shiok huh.. Went to his place for dinner.. =] And then studied my spanish there while he test me on some of the vocabularly. Hee hee..
 
I'm quite lazy now though although the law thing is waiting for me. But but but!! I must finish it no matter what otherwise, i can't have a good sleep tonight. That's me. Bleah. Sucks manz.
 
Sorry for not updating for so long. Hehe.
 
Spanish test on thurs... Jiewei! Have u taken your test?
 
Oh ya, who wanna go steamboat at the suntec there? The indoors that one, but i'm not really sure whats the name. Think it will cost ard $25+ for dinner. But it looks nice. GATHERING GATHERING! PHOTOS PHOTOS! *yum yum*
 
Wil b going for the award thing this sat. And i'm still racking my brain on what to wear. This is such a chore. Looking forward to roller blading at east coast with ben this sat too! Hooray! He's my mentor for the day! =] *smirk smirk*
 
Okie, gotta finish up my law tutorial. Cheerios guys.. Will update soon oh...


I'm alright now pals~! Hehee... Sorted out my thinking..!
 
It wasnt meant to be....! No fate.... No use crying over spilled milk right?
 
I am looking forward to tmlz..!
 
Uh hmm!
 
Dun worry bt me alright friends? Realli fine now.. =] It's a miracle i got over it this fast! Woohoo!!
 
Btw pekhar, i changed my blog song liaoz lahz.. Happy anot.. Ur fav song..! I know u r hinting me to listen to the lyrics right.. I know u can't live without me... ^_^ Hoo hoo hoo!
 
Btw in correction to my previous blog entry, it's not sung by Kelly Clarkson but it was Kimberly Locke dude!! Sorry sorry!! =] Think nobody will care anyway...
 
I think i'm going to slp soon.. Meeting my boy at erm, 1030am...!
 
So sorry to Jean for cancelling our date coz of my project this noon.. Surry gurl if u r reading this.. *wonder if u will read anyway, lolx*
 
My bedtime...! ZzZzZzzZZ....



I'm so pissed right now. And i feel faint.
 
Just vent my anger by kicking on the walls.
 
I called thrg 98.7 on my 1st try. To get the rasmus tix to it's KL concert.
 
DJ Vernon asked me to sing the chorus. Fine i sang. But i actually only know abit of the lyrics nia. So i sang half the chorus. But i dunnoe the rest of the lyrics. So ta ma de. the tix r GONE. The most "dui" thing was that, they were playing the song before the call thrg thing. grrrrr!!!
 
KL leh. The rasmus lehz. got through on the 1st try lehz.
 
Haiz. I am so upset now. Terribly.
 
But whatever, maybe i'm not meant to go there. Maybe when i go there, i will kana kidnapped. So maybe someone is trying to protect me.
 
But whats so funny was, all the way when i was toking to the DJ, Ben was making funny faces at me in the car. Coz he was driving. And when i took out my phone from his bag saying that i wanna try calling, he say by the time u take out the phone already finish liaoz.
 
So he was making funny faces all the while when i was toking n singing. And when i asked him if he could help me sing abit if he knew, he still make funny faces. Realli v funny. He tot i was joking all the way. ^_^
 
But now, well forget it bahz. Felt better after a good cry. I know i sound silly, cry over such things. But really very gek sim ok. Ur imagine lahz, ur almost won KL trip then suddenly becoz u didnt know the lyrics end up the tix r gone, how will u feel lor..
 
I think i'll be better off doing my tutorial n stop listening to 98.7 for 1 month.
 
My recuperation period.



I received a letter from NP addressed to my dad and to me, saying that I had the best performance in LMS. Ok, what kind of shiet is tt? For a moment, i wonder if they had sent to the wrong person and to the wrong address. But i check and check.. Eh nothing wrong lehz? Everything was right..

And i have to go to a Towards Outstanding Performance Book Prize presentation ceremony on 24th july? And the dress code was smart casual. Gawd. Does this mean i really really really have to go?

I guess i'm not going. Its at 9am, too early and i just wan to spare myself the trouble of thinking what to wear. Haiz. But on the other hand, really would like to give myself a wonderful memory of u know, receiving prize. Haha. Realli in a dilemma.

Just reach home, had lunchie with my mum at her workplace's foodcourt. Etiquette class finishes at 11 plus. I love etiquette class only for that reason. Haha. Haiz.

I have got law project, fmgt project, Etiquette role play next week, Spanish test next week, cma project, submit cma e learning project work asap, law tutorial to do, study my damn spanish, ief tutorial.

Just a quick check to remind myself what i've got to do. Great, so many shiets cramming up my brain cells. How interestin. I'm so "happy". "HAPPY SHA LA LA LA, BABY I'M SO HAPPY, SHA LA LA LA"

Later finally will be meeting my ben ben. WOOHOO.

Btw, i'm hooked onto the song " without you " by kelly clarkson duet with clay aiken.

Let me sing for ur.. "WITH....OUT....YOU....WHERE DO I BELONG..... with...out...you.... how can i go OoNnNnN?"





Long time never blog? Haha.. Though it's only like 3 days?

I'm wrapping my hair in a towel now, just applied my hair with the olive oil conditioner? It sure feels oily manz.. Yucks.. Wanted to buy the less-greasy one, but it costs alot more exp. So didnt buy in the end..

Anyway i realised my thumbdrive was inside my cosmetics bag when i lost it that time! OH MY GAWD! Although only 32MB, but still.. feels like strangling myself.. I heard from my friend this yr's freshies getting the 64MB thumb-drive.. Not fair right and their laptop's much more nicer than ours.. Bleah.. Whatever.. Erm, for those who dont know what a thumb-drive is hor.. It's like a diskette like tt, but it works with USB hub one. Can store documents inside one and much more much more smaller than a diskette..

Anyway, had late lunch at SIM Cafe just now with Grace, WeiBin, Siew Teng and Elvin. Elvin's our new classmate. From e army or something. Had beef spaghetti.. Looks more like meat minced noodles. Not going to eat that again i think. Waste my money. =P Also has a presentation tutorial for CMA in the morning and it was just sianz sianz and more sianz.. But luckily it's over..

Yest did my FMGT quiz and i got 20/20! Woohoo.. Had a sense of accomplishment when i finished the thing.. *GLAD*

I feel i'm so busy nowadays. Although busy, but still glad coz i lived everyday with a purpose. Every day when i wake up, i know what i wan to do. Not like in the holidays, wake up still blur blur -ah? afternoon liaoz ah?- No meaning at all.. At least life is more chong shi this way.. *DOUBLE GLAD*

And the damn good news is that, he's coming back tmlz and i'll be meeting him tmlz nitez.. *TRIPLE GLAD* I've been waiting sooo long for tomolo..

Let's tok bt yest, had lunch at AL-AZHAR. Didnt manage to finish my prata. And my classmates were all like, "oh, not again" Coz dey know i everytime sure leave a small portion of my food one.. But definately not for the toyol to eat or whatever.. Oh crap, why am i linking to all dese? Idiotic..

Then Elvin drove us back to sch for our IEF tutorial.. Managed to listen with 100% attentiveness and I understood! Woohoo~~

Saw Mei Xing in the morning and Waikeen when I was going home. They were both in my course! MY long awaited juniors! So glad.. =]

Gonna bum around for a while before bathing.. Hafta wait for ard half an hr more? Haiz.. Nvm.. Surf forum!!! CHIONG AHH!!



Just bathe and woohoo, it sure does feel great! But gonna sleep soon.. I'm feeling guilty for staying up this late ( well, it aint i know that ) since i have classes at 10 tmlz.. I'm an early bird u see.. :P

Pekhar came my house this afternoon.. Asked me to help her burn her fren's Ocean pirated CD onto the CD-RW she brought along.. But then i tried and tried.. Still cannot.. So sorry pal~ Did my best~ Next time i burn another one compensate your loss.. Haha.. :P

So she was feeling sick all day long.. And i think her temp rose to 38. something degrees.. And she went to see a doc after she went home..

And then i called and sms her.. Ask her not to be so qian bian since she wanted to give up her NDP tix.. I was so GRRR.. Coz i didnt get the tix and there she was, wanting to give up the tix when she actually GOT IT!!

And so back to the topic, we chatted and then decided to go collect the NDP tix which by then when we hung up was 7.15pm, so we rushed and agreed to meet at 7.25pm or so. I changed my clothes in the fastest speed and chiong to the LRT station.. I WAS EARLY!! 1st time in the history!!

So we chiong to the MRT station and kept praying that we will be in time. Then finally reaches there at 8.50pm when the thing will b closing at 9pm.. There was NO ONE there! Except the staffs and some army guys.. The malay guy who served us was talking as if he was talkin to an ant.. I bet even my SHYIEST volume of voice will even beat his volume.. I really can't stand it and he kept hearing PH's HP no wrongly, end up had to correct 3 times in the system. AH DOI!

Ok, so everyone treated us as if we were aliens. So what if we collect our tix 10mins b4 the closing time.. Hey we r the queens ok! Oops! No lahz.. Jus joking..

Finally she got the tix and she kept thanking me for dragging her along out.. BTH HER! So lor so.. OOPS!

On our way home in the MRT, we were kana invaded by swamps of Indians with the typical Indian smell.. I'm not being a discriminist here, but jus stating what i had felt and saw at that moment of time.. And anyway, there's this weird thing, i can't stand Indian's smell and i was holding my breath half the time. And there was this indian guy whose back kept clinging on to mine And i could feel his was like all sweaty.. Yuks..

Tired of typing liaoz.. Haha.. Going to sleep soon.. I feel as if my brain has been working OT today.. Been doin my tutorials for the past 2 days.. My poor brain sure deserved a good break!

Oh ya, Betsy's sis bf leaving for australia tmlz and he's in the same uni as ben.. I feel so sad for her sis.. I hate goodbyes.. But nvm, 2 years will pass very fast.. Strong love will be able to withstand anything.. Let time prove everything...

Yawnz.. Class starts at 10 and ends at 3 tmlz.. Yawnz...

Good night gurls and boys... =]


I miss him so much. Sob sob. It's been so loong since i saw him. =[

I find it so difficult to concentrate on IEF when studying till halfway. I dont know. Its quite diff to understand. Haiz. Will try my best.

Now doing my HRM tutorial 1st. Don wanna waste my time looking at IEF. Later than fix IEF.

Been so moody these few days. Probably because of my period. Haiz. It's always like this. Idiotic.

Studying at home now, decided not to go JE liao since me and pekhar find it quite diff to study outside at times. I bet we will end up talking instead. Haha.

Hmm, hope thursday comes soon. =]

Yr 2 really sucks btw.

Seniors lied to me. Saying Yr1 is honeymoon. But NOT! Yr1 is like initial HELL and then YR2 is like the mid level of HELL and YR3 will be UTIMATE HELL!!

Hiz. Doing really nothing now. Dun feel like studying coz tml going to JE library to study. Will b studying my IEF i guess. And also do my tutorial.

My stupid IEF lecturer was kinda like an old witch. She that time said that the average grade for IEF is D. Which i think is true. Coz seniors all said this module was quite difficult. ?_? A guy was asking her something in the lecture when everyone was leaving. Realli SHOUTED. " Dun use that tone on ME!! Your tone seems to imply something. You should checked that last week!!! " And the guy was also fed up with her. He turned back and replied while he was walking away when she said all dose " Ok ok, sorry.. " And then she shouted again and he turned back and said " ok sorry mdm " But i think the tone seem to imply like " ok fcukin bitch, i say sorry liao.. enuff liao anot.. fcuk off!!"

Oops was a bit rough. Sorry. ^_^

Hmm yesterday went West mall to meet my cousin Xiaohan after meeting my mum at blk 253 for lunch during her lunch break. Shopped ard with her and then went to Sakae Sushi. And the stingy me ate only 2 plates of sushi. Haha. And she ate 5 plates. Coz i budget mah. Then she see me like this, also follow me budget liao. Lolx.

Then shop somemore. Went to MOS BURGER to ask if they still have the milk shake but too bad, no. Haiz. Went to eat dinner at MAC. An early dinner. Lolx. Were talking all e way. Very fun. Coz long time din meet up with her liaoz.

Then went to the bus inter and sat at the platform there. And talk while watch antiques walking by. Did ur ever see "antiques" walking b4? I'm sure if anyone saw that, the antiques will have fetch a very high price! Imagine a antique which could walk!! You dont see that everyday!

No lahz, the antiques i am referring to is, the ah bengs. They were like smoking there and talking quite loudly. All i can say is that they r attention seekers. Then one of the guy went to get phone numb from a sec sch gurl. But failed or smth. Then when he walked back to his frens, his arms .. Grr... I tell u... Realli is swing until can drop ahz.. More than 180 degrees ahz.. Wah biang.. He think what? He's the ah meng of the SG zoo ahz?

I realli bth lor.. Then bought tissues from e old lady sitting there. Gave her $1. She wanted to gif me 1 "tiao" tissue but i jus took 1 pkt nia. Jus wanna be of sum help to her lahz. My cousin more generous. Gif $2. Haha.

Then we sat on the platform, like betting with each other the people who came next how many pkts of tissue will they take and how much will dey gif. There was this lady who gave $1 and took 1 tiao tissue. Then we were like saying her. Lolx. Bo liao right i know.

My attachment will b starting on june next yr i think. This coming vacation will be for class 1-13. But luckily my class is 25. I was shocked when i saw the thing " Industrial Training Program " Not becoz of the attachment and misery pay shiet, but becoz if i have to work this vacation, i can't go on a holiday with ben anymore. Lucky its not tis sem. Wohoo.

Had a long nice chat with jean today in the bus again today. Hee hee. Both of us wans to specliase in HRM. Hopefully will end up in e same class.

My projs r coming n coming like shiet.

Haiz. Dont have mood to blog anymore. Keke.

Gd night. Gotta catch a nice sleep le.

HapPpy BirThdaY tO Jessie!!! 18 years old liaoz wor.. Zai ye bu shi xiao bu dian le! Lolx. My very very sincere and best wishes to you and ur goat. Hopin that ur will drop the RED bomb on us soon. Oh no, if ur get married, wun there be many little jess n little goats? TIAN XIA DA RUAN!

Haha. Had my biz law and CMA tutorial today. We are supposed to present our answers for every tutorial. Wonderful isn't it? It's like going for a tutorial presentation every week. But good in the sense that, my fear of presenting is getting lesser and lesser now. =] And we had another round of intro again coz there were a few more 'extra' people in my class. They joined my CMA tutorial but they r in year 3 liao. Coz i think some of em is ITE one. The modules they took r hop lai hop qu one.

Made to say why we come to BA ( again?!?? ) and our 1st choice, how many siblings we have all tt stuffs. It's kind of retarded.

Realized that many of my tutors r damn strict. Guess they aren't so lenient as compared to my 1st yr tutors. No fun at all. Hehe. But only left a year with my current class. Got to really cherish em and make the most outta it.

Supposed to go far east with grace and xiuting for shopping today. But postphoned to Monday. Coz we were all kind of lazy today.

Had a good chat with Jean in 985 on my way home today. Finds tt our situation is so much in common. And gotta say sorry to Weida, her bf for 'booking' her for so long. Coz she came and sit with me to tok in the bus. =]

Stomach cramp now. Duh. Hope it wun worsen. Haiz.

Another 9 more days before i can see ben. Countdown.

Will be having spanish tmlz. Hope i can understand this time round. Damn idiotic.

Anyway thanks u guys for ur advice. I realise it's kind of stupid to get sooo upset over my um, pencil case. Haha. Thank pekhar, for making me look like a primary 1 student. Hehe. JK. =] HUGZ!

Got to relax abit if not i will go mad? Lame excuse for myself to slack? Lolx. Whatever.

It's an unlucky day for me.

I lost my pencil case with lots of my good pens inside and my maybelline foundation and my elizabeth arden blusher. And i almost lost my student card,atm all that.

It rained when i was on my way home.

I can't understand my IEF tutorial.

3 shit things happened.

I dont know is it good or bad. Losing it means i can get to buy new one. But i have to use MONEY and buy also which i'm currently short of. Anyone willing to spare me any? Jus joking.

Still feeling sore about it.

I dont know where i lose it. But i think it's somewhere between LT45 and on my way to SIM that restaurant.

I hate myself for being so careless.

That day i almost lost my pouch which contains my book's money. Which is ard $70. Luckily i saw it on e floor b4 i went off.

I am so pissed. Just filed a lost report to the counter thrg the net. And Elvin also helped me find. That's my new classmate. Since he drove, ask him to shun bian go SIM and ask for me. And he called me to get my particulars to fill e lost report.

I dont know why i am getting so pissed about this. It's jus some pens and makeup. But got sentimental value ok! Haiz.

I will try to understand IEF tutorial later. I'm so sad right now.

Darling promises to buy me a new one when he come out.

And my ruler jus dropped. Another unlucky incident today added to my list.

Hiz everyone. Just came back from a 'late' dinner with ben at my coffeshop downstairs. Ate hor fun but i only ate like 3/4 of the plate. Lolx. He was waiting for me like siao. He's driving home now. Supposed to come my house tonight but i decided not, because a good rest will be good for him since he will b on standby from tmlz to next fri. Which means no booking out.

I did my International Economics & Finance tutorial just now and i was stuck. I kept cursing myself. And i wish i can slam my head against the table. But i think better not, jus in case i become stupidier. :P

Today my class had a kind of intro thing. It's my HRM tutorial. And we were made to write what sch we were from and what fav pastimes we had, tel, fav subject and dreamjob. And so unluckily, he picked my paper out from e lot. And asked the class " Do ur know cindy well?" And he became to ask em to guess like, whats my fav pastime. Surprisingly, they guessed correctly since it was the usual gurl's stuff. Shopping and surfing net.

And then proceeded onto my dreamjob. Everybody shouted nurse. How true. Nurse was my 1st choice, 2nd social worker 3rd HRM. The 3rd one kind of not true. Supposed to be the 4th. 3rd should be to be the boss of my own pet shop/vet. Have u noticed all my dreamjobs is kind of helping people/animals one? I also dunnoe why like tt.

Haiz. I miss u alot, if u're reading this, boy. I wish thursday will come faster. Dun be so stressed from ur job okie? Remember ur promise? Update ur blog today? Better dun exceed 12am hor. Let's see.

Went to pass Melinda micro books today outside her class. She had a hard time getting out of her class and i was like, so paisay standing outside her class with cheryl. But luckily managed to pass her the books successfully. =]

I have come out with an idea to help me save money. I will record how much i save in my blog okie? I really can't think of any better idea. I need to save bit by bit to replace what i had withdrawn from ny account in e holidays. And then only can i buy e thing i want. Hope this will train my determination. Hope i dun gif up halfway. =]

I'll start from erm, $2 first ya? =] I'm not rich so i'll just put $2 first.

I'm going to send cheryl CMA tutorial to her mail now.

I hope he's back home safely.

I'll try typing my CMA tutorial out. I dont know. I'm quite lazy now. Maybe tmlz since the tutorial is on w3d.

Good night my good friends. Sweet dreamz. * BIG HUGZ FOR U GURLZ *



Gurls as i listen to Vitamic C - Graduation, i can't help but memories of us in AES drifted back into my mind. It has always been there all along. And i sometimes think of the days we had. I missed those days. As we go on, i wonder if memories of us in u gurl's mind will fade anot. Will we still think and care for each other as much as b4 and think of those days?

I miss AES. The teachers. The fellow students. The canteen auntie. The band. my flute n piccolo. The marching days. Our band senior. I missed the 1st day when i went to my new class 3/3 and met all of u wonderful guys and then ur scare us by ghost stories, ended up screaming and heads den turned like nobody's business. I missed music lessons. I miss my recorder.

I miss sitting down at the study area and talk about crap. I miss lining up after recess at e basketball court and helping each other massage the shoulders. I miss the sun shining on the basketball court. I miss maths, english, chinese, accounts. I miss studying with u all. I miss PE-ing even though Jess, JL and me were always finding exucses to skip PE and wrote the MC letter ourself.

I miss my uniform even though it sucks. I miss running to e canteen with all of u to e canteen to 'book' seats. I miss the way we organize each other's birthday, always putting in effort to try to surprise the bday gurl. I miss eating maggie mee at px's hse when we were studying for i can't remb what. I miss singing SHE - Belief on e stage when e whole sch was watching it. I miss the way we encourage one another.

I miss the days with moon kah and caroline they all when i was sec 1 n 2. I miss preparing for our literature skit. I miss sprinkling flour at moon kah on her bday with caroline & ended up being scolded by passer-by and made to clean the whole void deck. I miss band camps. I miss the sec 1 camp.

I miss going to band dinner with jialing dey all. I miss my scores. I miss the SYF days even though i was tanned to a bangladesh skin. I miss u guys.

I miss those days. I really do.

Although poly days r ok though, everything's cool. It will never be comparable to the day we had. That's e most beautiful memory i had and i will always be proud of the fact that u gurls r my sista! My shopping khakis! =]

Feels so long as if i haven blog. This has become a habit. Lolx.

Today's spanish was err.. KNS! Estafania taught us singular and pural verbs. "Hola, buenas tardes. Yo soy Cindy " Wonderful. I am getting all mised up in the 1st lesson. There r so many verbs to learn. Argh. I never knew it was this tough. I should have taken japanese. I'm going to revise maybe later. If not, i can't even catch up withbthe 2nd lesson.

Finally saw Jessie in Np jus now. Was having my jap food lunch with xiu ting, grace and ka yan in canteen 1. It was soo hot becoz we were sitting at the side. Too crowded and no more empty tables. And the table is v dirty. Yucks. Didnt finish my jap food. Then Jess msg me if i have 2 more micro-economics txtbook for her friends so shun bian ask my friends. Got it from Grace and myself. Selling for $16. Saw her when she was climbing up the stairs to e canteen. Lolx.

Went to check out the book list at the atrium with Grace. Our books cost a lot of shit money. HRM costs $42.8. Happiness. Xiu Ting's helping me ask her friend if they wanna sell a set to me. Heh heh. Realli too exp liaoz. Grace bought the biz law txt. All words. No pictures at all. Wanna faint when i see it. -_-''

Biz etiquette was alright. But was plain boring. She taught about good mannerisms, professionalism in office etc. And she used my bag for demo! And put it on e floor. Luckily she nv stamp on it. Lolx. Luckily dere was no self intro today. Only took turns to pronounce the spanish alphabets properly.

Saw my cousin yesterday. [Xiao han & Kerin], i saw Ah-mei aka Gwen. That was her christian name. She asked me not to store her name as Ah mei in my phonebook but as Gwen, but i still did anyway. :P She's studying in Nafa, fahsion studies, opening sch in july. Think she was rushing to work at orchard so nv call her. Lolx. Only sms her. =]

Great, now my lips has an ulcer. And it hurts. shiet.

Gonna bathe soon, feel disgusting to have my make up still on my face. Yucks.

Ben's coming my place tonight! Yoooohoooo!