I accidentally browse on our our pictures together.

It brought back so much memories.

I saw us, so happy.

But whatever happened to us now?

I saw our neoprint that we took at bishan j8. It was a sweet one. I saw the pics that we took at the suntec armour dinner. I saw the pics we took at the east coast. I remember the times when i went with you for bowling, sitting there and supporting you for the competition. And seeing you coming to tok to me after you bowl your turn was such a heart warming feeling. I saw us playing around at the bowling center. I saw us having dinner with ur family. I saw you holding my hand. I saw you pulling me aside whenever there was a car passing too near to me. You said you would rather the car knocked you down instead.

I saw me pestering you to buy chocolates for me because the cramp was hurting me. I saw you rubbing ru yi oil on my stomach when i was having cramps. I saw me rubbing oil on ur stomach when you had gastric pain. I saw you putting on the anklet you bought for me at mos burger. I saw you teasing me. I saw you hugging me. I saw us hugging each other when we lay down and sleep.

I saw me watching you sleep as i know you had a hard week during BMT. I saw me waiting for your sms when you were out for field camps. I saw you comforting me when i'm sad. I saw us talkin on the phone, with u in tekong and me at home. I saw you going up the stage and receive your sword of honour award. I saw me crying because i'm happy for you when i saw you receive the award though u couldnt see me.

I saw us hugging each other and cried when you were going BMT e next day. I saw myself making the cross stich for you, wondering if you would like it. I saw myself thinking of you day and night when i was at home. I saw you encouraging me to take spanish. I saw you learning how to repeat 'Gracias' in spanish which meant thank you after me.

I saw how happy i was with you.

But, i saw again.. You stressed about Australia and letting me go because you din wan me to suffer. I saw you unhappy and stressed which i din want.

I want you to be happy.

I had to go.

And now, i'm crying my eyes out again. With no one feeling what i'm feeling now. With no one beside me and telling me not to cry. With no one wiping my tears away. With no one hugging me and holding my hand and say ' i love you '.

Love is not about holding on to the person you love, but rather to let the person you love go if doing so, will make him happy.

'Go for your dreams'

I accidentally browse on our our pictures together.

It brought back so much memories.

I saw us, so happy.

But whatever happened to us now?

I saw our neoprint that we took at bishan j8. It was a sweet one. I saw the pics that we took at the suntec armour dinner. I saw the pics we took at the east coast. I remember the times when i went with you for bowling, sitting there and supporting you for the competition. And seeing you coming to tok to me after you bowl your turn was such a heart warming feeling. I saw us playing around at the bowling center. I saw us having dinner with ur family. I saw you holding my hand. I saw you pulling me aside whenever there was a car passing too near to me. You said you would rather the car knocked you down instead.

I saw me pestering you to buy chocolates for me because the cramp was hurting me. I saw you rubbing ru yi oil on my stomach when i was having cramps. I saw me rubbing oil on ur stomach when you had gastric pain. I saw you putting on the anklet you bought for me at mos burger. I saw you teasing me. I saw you hugging me. I saw us hugging each other when we lay down and sleep.

I saw me watching you sleep as i know you had a hard week during BMT. I saw me waiting for your sms when you were out for field camps. I saw you comforting me when i'm sad. I saw us talkin on the phone, with u in tekong and me at home. I saw you going up the stage and receive your sword of honour award. I saw me crying because i'm happy for you when i saw you receive the award though u couldnt see me.

I saw us hugging each other and cried when you were going BMT e next day. I saw myself making the cross stich for you, wondering if you would like it. I saw myself thinking of you day and night when i was at home. I saw you encouraging me to take spanish. I saw you learning how to repeat 'Gracias' in spanish which meant thank you after me.

I saw how happy i was with you.

But, i saw again.. You stressed about Australia and letting me go because you din wan me to suffer. I saw you unhappy and stressed which i din want.

I want you to be happy.

I had to go.

And now, i'm crying my eyes out again. With no one feeling what i'm feeling now. With no one beside me and telling me not to cry. With no one wiping my tears away. With no one hugging me and holding my hand and say ' i love you '.

Love is not about holding on to the person you love, but rather to let the person you love go if doing so, will make him happy.

'Go for your dreams'