I haven't ate for a few days. I'm feeling weak now. I can't handle this. But i will somehow.

I remember when we went rollerblading, i held ur hand trhoughout and told u that i had no confidence to blade unless you held my hand and be with me throughout. You told me i had to learn to be independent and you let me blade on my own a few times. I fell a few times. And i climbed up with ur help. You reach out ur hand and help me up.

But now, i have fallen. I can't see your hand.

I have to try and get up on my own. There's a million hands reached out in front of me. All my friend's hands. But it depends on me whether i want to reach out my hand and hold on to theirs. Or wait for you to reach out to me.

But i have decided i have to climb up no matter what.

I miss everything under the sun with you. But i guess all that have to be kept.

I know time will heal everything but i am still harbouring false hopes.

My heart hurrts a lot. Will there be anyone out there who understands what i feel?

I haven't ate for a few days. I'm feeling weak now. I can't handle this. But i will somehow.

I remember when we went rollerblading, i held ur hand trhoughout and told u that i had no confidence to blade unless you held my hand and be with me throughout. You told me i had to learn to be independent and you let me blade on my own a few times. I fell a few times. And i climbed up with ur help. You reach out ur hand and help me up.

But now, i have fallen. I can't see your hand.

I have to try and get up on my own. There's a million hands reached out in front of me. All my friend's hands. But it depends on me whether i want to reach out my hand and hold on to theirs. Or wait for you to reach out to me.

But i have decided i have to climb up no matter what.

I miss everything under the sun with you. But i guess all that have to be kept.

I know time will heal everything but i am still harbouring false hopes.

My heart hurrts a lot. Will there be anyone out there who understands what i feel?